It's just another boring day.

Supposed to have duty today but I was feeling uncomfortable so went to see doctor. I regretted like hell for seeing a doctor now, kind of waste money. Now, I'm coughing so hard that my throat hurt now!!! I really hate it because it's so pain even if I swallow my saliva.

Thaijin just told me about her scary story now and I working midnight shift tomorrow with two guys! Oh my gosh, hopefully they are gentleman and willing to accompany me to toilet! :( Okay, don't think so much! Buy strepsils tomorrow!:D

Haven't been blogging lately because there's so many things happening! Shall slowly rewind back to the time when we had so much fun together.

Friday, went to temple to pray and celebrated Jaslyn's advanced birthday at Ajisen! :D Hopefully, Jaslyn was surprised by everything. I just can't finish my ramen and it left so much as though I hadn't even touched it!

Then, Weiting's classmates asked her to give out flyers so I said I wanna helped out too! Both of us left early and trained to Tampines and we perspired like hell!

Jaslyn, you better take good care of yourself when you go Bangkok with your brother k!:D Enjoy your birthday over there! I will wish you on your fb status and you can see it over there or when you come back! Hahaha, I'll miss you! :D

Back to the flyers part. So basically, when we finished giving out two boxes, we were too shag and lazy to continue. We went to the blocks opposite tampines mall and started putting them into the letter box. Yes, we were so desperate to give out all but ended up, we still returned two boxes to Chelsea.

Saturday, meet up with Jaslyn and Chuanhui and slack around! Had Just Acia @ Dhoby Ghaut for lunch then we walked from Plaza Sing to Far East! The guys joined us later at night to slack and we had dinner. Slacked, played dai dee and drank at Dhoby Ghaut green! I love the moment the most! :D

Thaijin brought us up to Orchard Central rooftop! Though it's just a small stretch but still, the view is not bad! :D

Sunday, had my first yog working shift! Met Kianloon and Ben @ 201 mac for breakfast at 6am! Kianloon spammed calls me like shit, just to rush me 'coz he was freaking hungry! Took train from Tampines all the way till Boon Lay for yog. It was so complicated to go till our hall venue.

Was feeling god damn uncomfortable after yog. When I reached home, my whole body was aching, kept coughing and runny nose. I was feeling so cold then I wear my jacket and covered myself with blanket when my aircon and fan was not even on and my window was closed. Yes, that jialat. Checked my temperature and got fever again! :(

Monday, HAPPY 45TH NATIONAL DAY! :D :D :D

Rested at home in the noon and met Thaijin& the guys around evening. Dinner at Pastamania and we walked to watch fireworks! The fireworks was just so near so near so near us! The view was perfectly clear and big!

Zhiyu brought us to the place outside Millenia Walk and we slacked and played dai dee over there. Played murder and bluff too and I swear I'm sucks at that game!

Then, photo spamming with them! Hahah, we had so much fun lah. Zhiyu and Jason are the model and the rest are to take photo of them and see who's the most professional one. Like random I know.

Okay, Jaslyn said we should call the girls and guys clique, the awesomest! It was really amazing because so much things can happened within months. It's like when this semester started after one month, we then realised this group of guys actually exists and in lrm. We never thought that we will become friends and till now, met up so often for dinner, outings and fireworks. Though everything seems so complicated but I know I really met a group of awesome friends, be it the girls or the boys.

Will be seeing doctor tomorrow for my fever and cough, then rest at home! Continued my working on Wednesday and will be meeting Weiting to go there together! :D :D

It's already the second last day in TAS and I guess today is the worst day over here. I never feel so angry before in my poly life and made me spam all the vulgarities out, just like fuck. It is easily spam it out the word fuck, just like saying lah leh loh. Now, you know how angry I am.

Everything just don't go smoothly for this sem, be it friendship, results and personal. You are suffering, so do we. Now, they think that you are right and we are wrong. You are suffering alone and we aren't. Sometimes, it's not something that it can change within hours or days. Everything was accumulated till what it is now. We bear with all sort of things, we kept quiet and ended up, we are wrong. You made me speechless.

Days in TAS was fun with Jus because he will definitely suan me ttm everytime he see me. Haha.

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Sometimes, it's coincidence that Weiting and I will wear something that is alike.

Was bored after school yesterday so we had lunch and chills at the sky garden. Initially, we had alot of things to say but when we rant our problems, we remained silence. Haha, so started asking lame questions like, how many siblings do you have, what's your fav number?

We took alot of photos with the guys too and both the girls are trying to make fun of me!

I just love the time when we chills out! I guess it was the most relaxing time ever, when you spill out everything in your mind, sharing your problem with someone and talking whatever crap we can think of.

We have been taking alot of photos with our clique in TAS campus.

Alright, it shall be a short and sweet post because I'm feeling so miserable now! :( It was first time I feel so shag thruout the day in school and I endured till night. Reached Rachel's house and I really can't take it so went home! Just ate medicine and going rest now! :D

Skype with Jaslyn and Chuanhui now, I guess everyone is just not in the mood these few days. Damn damn damn damn damn, goodnight.

I'm sorry, mom. I'm really sorry and made you utterly disappointed in me this time round. I used to keep thinking that bro wasn't mature enough to think but I think I should say myself instead. She updated my bank book and realised I spent 100bucks within 4 days. I swear she never looks so disappointed in me before. I know she has been saving up money to pay for my poly school fee and ended up, she has to come home and eat maggie mee at times. I do feel heartache but I guessed I was too playful that I didn't bother that time.

Now, I really have to save money already and stop spending it unneccessary. I'm sorry, mom. :(

YOG is giving me so much stress and I really don't know how will I handle both exams and yog. I can only use sucks to describe my results and please tell me how to score well. YOG schedule was so packed that I could hardly breathe. Why can't you spare a thought of me? Fuck my life.

Chills at sky garden with Jaslyn, Chuanhui, Weilian and Zhiyu after school! :D
Bought a gastric and digestion pill from guardian and it costs me a bomb.

'Cuz we lost it all, nothing lasts forever, I'm sorry I can't be perfect.

Supposed to meet Thaijin and Chuanhui at tp mushroom at 12pm but I woke up late so met them 1pm. Thaijin supported her friend at Sugarloaf pushcart and I never buy anything. Lunch at design school and Thaijin treated us drink because you know I know we know! :D Finally, Jaslyn came and joined us. All of us missed her like freaking hell, :D

Then, Jaslyn, Chuanhui and I went fep to do manicure, :) The light and dark blue is Chuanhui one, the light and dark pink is mine and red mix blue is Jaslyn! Then, everyone walked seperate way.

Dinner with Chengwei! :D Once we met up at bus stop, we can't stop bickering. It was really fun to meet up with that idiot for dinner and we won't feel awkward. Had carrot cake and rojak for dinner and we walked to 800+ 'coz he wanted to buy his bubble tea. I just can't forget he scolded knn at me when I said I am cute. Hahaha, he's just an ass without hole. I know I shouldn't be so rough and vulgar but I reallly think he influenced me alot. HAHAHA!

It is really amazing when we can clicked so well. He told me about what happened recently and it was just god damn funny when he expressed his feeling. Chatted while walking to stadium bus stop and it seems like countless of things we can chat about. And I really feel like cutting his hair for him, :D Alright, meet up soon TCW!

fem tutorial tmr, damn. I hate it!

It's inside joke! :D
Weiting and I went to smoke after our lesson and she's crapping with me now. Haha, love to joke around with her.

I wanted to listen attentively for accounting lecture revision but ended up, I slept over there, especially the part that I skipped its tutorial. :( Gonna chiong during hols. Going back tp sugarloaf tomorrow with lovely!:D

Should I do manicure tmr?

I don't wanna follow sorrow down, I don't want to live a life without....

Thanks Weiting and Weekhim for making one step forward and concern about me. Don't worry, I'm fine but maybe the feeling has accumulated up till I could no longer take it. Sometimes, things are just beyond my control. I believe I'm feeling much better now, after a night. I guess all I need is a busy schedule to keep myself from thinking so much.



It's true that I've been feeling stressed up with many things, like friends, school works, relationship. My parents just don't understand the feeling that I'm undergoing right now yet they are like adding stress to me. My dad keeps asking me to help him pluck his white hair when I already looking so shag. I just want them to understand my feeling more, that's all I asking for.

Whereas the ccb, I give up. It's making me so tired and making me spam out all sort of vulgarities. Oh well, I'm tired.

ANYWAY, THANKS DERRY KOH WEI XIONG FOR BEING SUCH A NICE GROUP MEMBER AND HELPED US IN THE ROM SDL ASSIGNMENT. I shall reward you by taking a photo with me next week since it's the last week in TAS! :D Hehehehe, how honoured can you feel?