YOG opening ceremony was not bad, still acceptable. However, I was expecting the firework to lit up the sky but it disappoints me. Never mind, at least there will be fireworks on national day! Hehe. So, I shall slowly think back what I had done for the past few days.

Wednesday was a crazy day because I was so random that I want to buy breezer and drink. Weiting was shocked and she said it's not surprising if I smoke, but I don't smoke okay. Haha, I just feel like drinking. I guess there are too many things happening lately. It's cool when you can feel the heat racing up from your throat to the chest. Oh damn, what really happened? I really wondering the changes I have now.

Thursday was normal day. Oh no, it's not! I spent $58 on a stupid damn ssm uniform which I will only be wearing it for one semester. So, tp is trying to waste our parents' hard earn money?

Friday morning was the most tiring day for this week. Rushed my fem report from thurs night till fri morning 5.30am! Finally finished and lie on the bed. When I opened my eye, it was already 12.30pm. I never feel so restless before. Train to the usual place, sentosa, and submitted my report! At that moment, feel like screaming because IT'S FINALLY OVER WITH THAT FEM!

Had late dinner and Chuanhui and I off to marina bay for the ceremony.

We were so bored that we started camwhoring and we realised some malay guy was behind disiaoing. Lol. Whatever, I don't give a damn now.

Damn, I really need a listening ear now but it's not anyone can be mine. I have Jaslyn SP, Chuanhui and Thaijin to listen to my problem now. Meet up with Joyce and Yihui and update them about my life. I swear my life sucks now, at least that's what I think.

Oh gosh, what really happen to me? I suddenly feel like drinking and make me drunk. At least, I won't be thinking so much and feeling so troubled for a period. Shit, can I just drink and sleep now?

I just don't know what happened lately but I swear that I really hate these few days. It's like everything isn't going the way that I thought it should be. I just don't know what the fuck is wrong and everything can easily pissed me off and it's god damn true.

Samuel was the unlucky one that pissed me off and got scolding and attitude from me. No matter how much he said about the past and now, I can hardly give a damn about it. I don't know why but I think that human changes, isn't it? It's true that we used to crap around and I can tolerate the way you talk but it might not be the case now. It just pissed me off now. It's like...can you please be more mature in the way you talk and stop being so childish? You kept saying that you are disappointed in me because I can't feel your care towards me but it's true that I feel nothing. So, it's my fault is it? Come on, get some life man! Stop telling me that you aren't confident in wooing girls and stuffs because you have eight ex girlfriends. So, what is it now? I just don't know why I feel so frustrated whenever I talk to you. Fml, I swear it has really fml!

And JX, I believe you know the reason why am I treating you so cold these few days. Yes yes yes, we have communication barriers and it's something that we just can't change. Besides that, you should know what are the rest of the reason. I understand why you are doing all these now, so please keep up the good wook. I believe it will be over soon.

Basically, I don't know what is pissing me off now but I just feel so fucked up now. It makes me feel like spamming all the vulgarities out now. Damn, I think I'm stressed and tired now. I believe many of you must be shocked.

Let me say this word for the last time tonight, fuck.

FINALLY GOT OVER WITH ALL THE DAMN PRESENTATION FOR THIS SEMESTER AND I AM RUSHING THE ONLY LAST REPORT FOR THIS SEMESTER NOW! and it's due tomorrow! Wanna faster get it over and done with, :D

Too many things seem to happen lately, especially these few days. It just makes me don't know what to do, how to react and how to behave. I can only turn to lovely when I feel trouble, they are the only lovely that know my problem now. Afterall, I hope it doesn't affect this friendship because I really enjoy this semester at Sentosa with this group of lovely!

Alright, gonna rush this damn report again. YOG opening ceremony rehearse tomorrow!:D I'm gonna get busy again!

It's a no appetite day today! :S

Tampines -> Outram Park -> Redhill -> Orchard -> Ang Mo Kio -> Serangoon -> Paya Lebar -> Bugis -> Tampines

I overslept and rushed to meet Jaslyn SP at Outram Park and accompanied her to Redhill to collect her YOG uniform! I swear the weather is killing me! Haha, kena cheated by the taxi driver for the cab fare. Haha, and we ran many many many places today! Jaslyn's dog, Skye, was so hyperactive today! :D But I still scare of it though I took many photos with him before.

Did reflection report with her at national library. I have no appetite for the whole day and it felt so uncomfortable! :( She went to meet her mom&bro then I went home. I didn't want to squeeze with ppl on the train so I took bus home, ended up it took me 2 hours to reach home! :(

Okay, back to do my report!:D

Surprisingly, I don't have monday blue! :D

Woke up extremely early for breakfast and school but ended up, I was still late for accounting lecture. I don't know how the hell I dragged for so long. Oh well, was quiteeee attentive during lecture. But frankly, I'm kind of dislike those people who sat next to me who I don't know. I don't know what are they trying to 'act'.

Today was a cold weather and I ran to toilet for more than 5 times within 4 hours. :/ Haha, till I'm so sick of toilet. Alright, skype with Jaslyn now! Going to rest soon, 'coz will be meeting her at redhill at 1130 to collect her yog uniform and do our reflection report! :D

GOODNIGHT EVERYONE!
& I bought a new mouse alerady! Heheh, not nice to use!

I spend my weekend just like that.

Since I don't know who is the one that I missing the most right now then I shall skip that letter till I know who is the one that I miss. :D

Letter to someone who is not from my country.

I was thinking whether to write Show or Ryeowook since both are my loves and it's kind of unrealistic to say so much. Then, I shall write for Show. :D I wanted to watch your concert on May but there were so much thing happened at that time. Initially, Zuanzhe said he doesn't mind accompany me to watch his concert but, when the time came nearer, we never contact anymore and obviously, he has his partner already. So, gave up on your concert because of that bastard. Oh well, it was really a waste to miss your concert because I heard that it was an awesome one! :( :( :( Never mind, rest assured that I will go for your part II concert!

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Stayed at home during the weekends and I was rotting. Haha, watched tv, did am ppt, accounting tutorial and I going to watch my karate kid online now! :D I took out my reflection report and wanted to do it but I'm too lazy now! So, tonight then I do my report! Hehe.

JASLYN NOOBIE, TAKE GOOD CARE OF YOURSELF AND DRINK MORE WATER! I THINK THE WEATHER IS TOO UNPREDICTABLE ALREADY. :( FASTER RECOVER AND COME ENTERTAIN ME AND SKYPE WITH ME AT NIGHT! MY MAMA MISSES YOU ALOT TOO! HAHAHAH! :D

Blogger shall be my second place to vent all my angers, share my sorrows and happy times.

Opera test was still all right and thanks god Sylvia was beside me leading me all the way till I checked out successfully. Thanks lots! (Though I know you won't be reading this post at all) Then, it's relax time! :D and you know I love this moment the most.

Dinner at pizza hut at Harbourfront Centre and we bought breezers and chills at the sky garden with Thaijin, Jaslyn and Chuanhui! Camwhoring for the first few minutes and we started sharing stories about ourselves, something that no one else knows but only four of us know. Hahaha, there were like so many shocking stories but we gonna keep it to ourselves. :D When we still have so much things to share and gossip about, it was already 11plus.

But what's nice is that, in the midst of sharing stories, fireworks lit up the sky from resort world sentosa! We screamed and enjoyed that beautiful moment. Thaijin said that every friday might have fireworks so, next time if you wanna go dating, you'll can go to vivo sky garden around 10pm alright. :D Then, trained home and back home at 12.15pm.

What surprise me most is that, my mom didn't give me a call at all when I reached home so late!
Does it mean that I got my freedom already? Well, I doubt so. Okay, I going to bath and start to decorate my photo board! :D

I LOVE TONIGHT AND I LOVE MY GIRLS! HEHEHEHE!

Damn, it's like we will be having opera exam in less than one hour time yet such thing happens. So, what is it now? It has seriously made me feel so annoyed by it and felt suffocated. I don't know what is going on and when it started it but I swear that it's the first time such thing happened in my life. God damn, it just fucked up my life.

It's like so many things have been happening lately and I really hate all these. How I wish all these never started and my life won't be still in such state. All the vulgarities just feel like spamming out now. All right, I gotta go off for my opera test. Wish me luck, babes! :D

Thanks Jac and Thaijin for saving me from that big bad wolf. :D

I just can't imagine that I have actually fallen into the trap and being so naive to continue the conversation. I always thought that I'm good at judging people but I'm totally wrong now. Don't ever judge a book by its covers, it is so god damn true. It is so relieved that I never fall deeper into the trap.

Alright, I'm sleepy already! Goodnight everyone! And I learn my lesson for anyhow making friends. :/ THAT'S IT!

I SWEAR I NEVER FEEL SO TIRED BEFORE EVEN THOUGH I SLEPT FOR NINE HOURS. I just fell asleep on my way home.

Got back rom test result and I swear I never felt so sian before and I was really disappointed with the grade. K, I know ilr and accounting will be worst.



Met the lovely nihon peeps yesterday and we stood in the middle of 313, thinking where to have our dinner. Ended up, we walked back to Cathay and had nihon mura. Haha, had my avocado milkshake!:D Jinyao joined us 'coz he can night out and we walked till Paragon since he wanna buy things. Haha, then homed. Had alot alot alot of fun last night and royston is my good friend leh! :D



He's my ginna, toueh, good friend. :D



and thanks god, fem presentation was finally over. I feel that she kept on picking on us and it makes me hate her more. now, gonna do well for the reflection jounral but I seem like so shag to do anything now. All I want is to close my eye and sleep till tmr.



Hahah, I didn't know chuanhui took this pic where three of our legs were so pain after standing so long to present.


Sweet chuanhui accompanied to wait for my mom on tuesday! :D And we walked around tm, cs and t1.

And saturday will be havin' dinner with Adeline and Jinyao at bedok 85 and guess who will be going? Haha, jinyao asked decong along. I hope its not an awkward situation, I believe its not!:D

I think tmr will be a great night, because its friday night!!!!!

TGIF! :D

I AM VERY VERY TIRED AND IM STILL READING THE DAMN FEM REPORT WITH JASLYN THROUGH SKYPE NOW. WE ARE LAUGHING AT THE REPORT BECAUSE SOME PARTS ARE JUST SO WHAT THE HELL?!

ANW, HAPPY BIRTHDAY, MARC! :)

SORRY, BUT IT JUST FML NOW.

THAIJIN PURPOSELY SUDDENLY DREW THAT NOT-THAT-CUTE FACE AND SAID SHE LOVES ME BECAUSE SHE KNOWS I WILL POST THIS TO THE BLOG.
Okay whatever it is, I still love her! :D She will definitely craps and gl with me every night. But we will still share problems too and gossip away. :D She rocks, loves.



ILR interview was so-so, hopefully can do it well. Walked around at vivo with lovely girls. Dinner at Banquet and sat at Yigoo for yogurt and started chatting away! I love them all. :D On the way back, fell asleep on the train. Haha, and met Marc

I know it's pointless to vent out all my anger over here because it's not gonna cure it and make things better. But I want to tell you that, I'm really disappointed with everything that had happened. Remember how you had treated me because I will treat you the same way back. It's going to reach my limit soon.

I CAN'T WAIT FOR WED WITH NIHON PEEPS AND FRIDAY! :D

I put Ryeowook as my desktop wallpaper and my phone wallpaper! :D

Okay, that's not the main point. Hahaha, I just think that Thaijin and my dp are just so cute! 'Coz we both had the same pose, with the twist. The different is our head tilt different direction! :D Hehehe, look cute isn't it? :D Anw, no point reading the conversation because it's lame!

Comeon, say we are cute!

I just think that he's attractive in many ways. He might not be the most good looking guys among sj, but I still think he's cute and he's my type of guy I like! :D

I've been blogging alot of post today. I just feel like blogging, even nonsense because I realised that blogger has become a place that I vent out all my angers. Obviously, some angers still can't be vent out here due to some reason.

I'm so excited about next week, seems like an interesting week ahead! Wed meeting nihon peeps. Fri dinner with lovely! :D and Sat meeting Jinyao and Adeline! Okay, I go and do ppt for fem!

AND I REALLY DISLIKE BACKSTABBER, CCB! I'm suffocating!

FML! IT'S JUST MAKING MY LIFE MORE MISERABLE.


Met Joyce to pass her my ezlink card just now since she lost hers last night. I'm sorry that asked you drink and made everything so blur last night. Chatted at mac and I went back home.


I don't know how to say but you're making things difficult for yourself, don't you think so? Well, life isn't life and people change. That's all I know.

I was thinking whether to write the letter to the person that I miss but I doubt I will be writing that, till I find the one that I really miss or when I know who I miss.

At first, I still thought that it was you. Because I did thought about it when I was outside but I doubt so now. Sorry to say but you ruined it all, by yourself. I don't know what happened to you but it's like you have your way. If there's one word to describe it, it's disappointed. You don't have to explain or trying to make things clear because afterall, it's ruined. I thought of buying you sweet just now when I was outside because I remember the time when you gave me the sweet you bought for me. But should I say that, it was a right choice for not buying at the end. Afterall, it's just ambiguous.

Chatted with Thaijin and she's damn crappy. :D Haha, I gave her heart and she rejected me. What the hell? :D I still love her!

It's another wonderful night with mount elizabeth kids. I love 'em ttm! :D



Was supposed to meet 'em at 530 at tampines inter but ended up, I reached at 615. Hehehe, that's me, but not always okay! Had my forlick before heading to 800+ for dinner.



Time spent with 'em just flies so fast. We went ntuc to buy my oheya!, popular to buy Yihui's thing, minitoon to buy my piggy bank and comic connection. :D Then, I went Cheers to buy alcohol drink and cigarette. But cigarette is for my brother lah, obviously not me. Drink and my face was freakin' red that they were shocked too. Haha, I looked at mirror and I laughed 'coz I didn't expect that I will looked so red.

I want to meet up with them real soon and drink again! :D

K. I know it looks retard to take photo with cigarette but it's cool! Haha. Kenneth talked to me in msn and kept asking me to stop smoking and was damn shocked when he thought I smoke. Hahaha! And we continued the msn conversation aimlessly. He tells me to quit smoking and I said I'm addicted and hard to quit. Lame ttm, :/

I feel so disappointed.

I feel like writing my letter but I'm stuck. Stuck with the person I miss the most, I don't know who to write.

I go out and think then I will continue it tonight! :D Dinner with Joyce and Yihui, I feel like drinking! Like what the hell? Hahaha.

Hello, I just feel like posting my ryeowook photo here. It's like so attractive and brighten up my night!:D

It doesn't start well today but it definitely ends well! :D I'm currently webcamming with Jaslyn and my mom joins in the fun. She asked Jaslyn if I have boyfriend now or not, hahahah! Jaslyn is just so nonsense and lame now! Hahaha.

Accounting test just cmi, this goes without saying. Opera mock test was worst, I wonder how will I score on the actual one. Well, pray hard.

Anw, it was fun dinner with Chengwei because he just made me laugh thruout the whole dinner at Bedok 85. I was really really stunned of what had happened and I'm sorry too. But still, you brighten up my night! :D Thanks for introducing me the green tea rice ball but I still prefer my sesame rice ball, hehehe. Chatted while walking our way to bus stop, it's just non-stop laughters. Remember to keep me update about your life story! :D

Thanks Benjamin for pei me tonight! Hahaha, we shall meet every once a week all right. I'm really glad that our friendship is still so strong despite so many misunderstanding and quarrels. You are the only male friend that I'm so close with and can share merely everything! I believe our friendship will continue last! :D

And I'm happy to receive Jueying's message today! Okay, going sleep soon!

Accounting test tmr, it seems like cmi. :(
Asked Benjamin, my sweetest buddy, out and teach me accounting! Hehehe, met him at 201 mac and bumped into Anna and Jasmine. I god damn long never saw Anna and catch things up. :D

Studied accounting till I wanna kisiao. Okay, bye! I go debit credit debit credit alr!



Meet up with you all soon, really miss the past! :D Like got back the feeling when we were chionging for O's. Loves girls and Benjamin!

Letter to someone who I've drifted away from.

If you know I'm referring to you, please do something to save this friendship. It's going nowhere and I don't wish that things will turn out this way. It's hurting me if you don't know. I kept thinking and thinking that why this friendship turns out this way. If you ever notice that we're drifting away, further and further apart. Do you know how's my life is going on now? Well, I know you're stress up with your assignment but I didn't know that a meal can affect your assignment so much. Maybe Benjamin was right. I'm kind of miss the past, if you don't even know.

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Accounting test on friday and I'm still stuck in the net profit. Damn, what's this? I'm so glad so glad so glad that Benjamin is finally free tomorrow! :D Will be meeting him to study accounting after dinner with Rachel and Denise. And I think I have to prepare to collect warning letter from sheila sim 'coz we whole clique just simply skipped her lesson twice. Jas and Chuanhui were like chionging her projs, sorry girls that I never help much! Thaijin and I just cmi and fell back asleep and ended up, we missed accounting tutorial too!

Friday will be meeting chengwei for dinner at bedok 85. A random msn chat about stingray that made up meet up for dinner, cooler than me. :D & next wed will be meeting up the nihon peeps for dinner and heard that Amos wants to go and watch Jay at Bugis.

Today is not the right day. It just sucked up.

RYEOWOOK IS REALLY REALLY SO CUTE that I keep saving his photo in my phone! You're my baby! :D I just can't stop smiling while blogging 'coz he's looking at me! Hehehehe.

Met up with Joyce, Yihui and Serene at ehub and had fried fish fried rice, making me so full that I felt like vomiting. Walked to whitesand 'coz I wanted to buy highlighter.

Slacked around while waiting for Yihui to send Serene home and we started camwhoring. Had heart to heart talk with Joyce and we really wondering why guys are like that? And I told her that I freaking long never meet that someone already.

Hey you, I know you read my blog and I'm gonna tell you here that you will be my source of motivation to beat you down, noob. Just wait and you'll realised that you had stepped into the wrong path. I'm not those weak girl that you think I am, afterall.

This photo taken on that beautiful night when we watched firework, walking aimlessly and settled down at Esplanade rooftop to chat.

Yeah, for the first time I don't have to go to school and it's not because I self declared holiday but 'coz I crashed accounting lect ytd. :)

Watched the final world cup on monday morning and didn't wink for a night. Felt so fed up for Spain 'coz they kept on kena kicked by those Dutch. But well done, Andres Inieta scored a beautiful goal and made all the Dutch turned mum. :D You deserved to score after suffering so many kicks from the dutchies.

Tomorrow will be the duedate for all the projs and must start studying already. Pray hard for my accounting because I really cmi for it, damnit ya know, but I'll try. :D Meeting Joyce and Yihui in awhile time. Oh yeah, and sorry for falling asleep last night. Wanted to wake up at 11pm and I set the alarm clock but i dont know why, when I opened my eyes and looked out of the window, it was already day time and the clock showed 9am. That's it and I quickly on my laptop and rushed my fem. K, blog tonight again, loves! :D

All I can say is only sorry. I'm sorry for being unreasonable, being not so open minded, being so inconsiderate and not understanding towards your feeling. I read your blog and I really feel very touched in every single word you said. But I never expect that it means so much to you and have hurt you so bad.

I really thanks you for all these while. You waited for me almost every night to make sure I sleep first before you. You will console me whenever I'm down or angry. You will talk sense to me when I was complaining how strict my mom is and make me think that mom is right. You kept asking me not to bet soccer yet you ownself betting because you don't wish that I will lose alot of money. We are kind of like from different worlds. You might think like it's so drama but don't you think it's so god damn true? We are like so different in many things and don't think it's because of your external caused everything. It's not, it's about other stuffs. You are nice, but sometimes, it is just not meant to be. I'm sorry. :(

Seriously, I swear I never felt so fucked up before.

The limits, the tireness, the effort.

Afterall, still thanks Kianloon for accompanying me for mac breakfast.

Letter - Someone I wish could forgive me.

I thought for very long and think that I never made anyone angry and don't need forgiveness from anyone. Then, I realised there is one and it's YONGJI! Hahahahaha.

I'm so sorry, Yongji. I know you were very angry that night when we chatted on msn and I pranked you. I didn't expect things will turned out that way. I know I shouldn't laugh at it but please forgive me all right. :) Don't worry, I'll keep my promise and had dinner together one day to show that I'm sorry about that incident okay! Anw, it's nice knowing you and I remembered you kept fooling me that you are from RP and many more. Haha, but still, it's nice chatting with you.

I'm sorry, big dino! :D and it all started from a chairrr, hahahaha!

Happy 18th Birthday, Jus! :D Haha, I'll never forget how you always suan me fat whenever we bumped into each other during lecture and in school. Still, happy birthday!

Okay, projects are just making me crazy! One more week and all the projects will be due. Got back the individual assignment grades and it just cannot make it. YES, I'M FEELING SO LETHARGIC NOW! :(

World cup is making me insane too and that's for sure. 've been losing because of Germany for two matches and really unlucky enough, for that two matches that Germany lost. What's this? Left with last two matches, but should I believe what octopus paul predicts for the next match? Catch the germs vs spain last night with Jaslyn over at my house and both of us were so agitated when the spain goal. But the goal was really beautifully striked so it made me speechless.

YOG training at 9am on Saturday, believe me that I'll just K.O on the train from tampines to boonlay.

NIGHT EVERYONE! :D

I'm not blogging letters today since I can't think of that person yet. :(

Woke up slightly late and rushed to take train. When reached Bedok, the train was spoilt and unable to function so everyone had to alight and board the other train. During the journey till Lavender, it stops and moved and stoped and moved. Luckily, it continued smoothly after Bugis. Rushed like mad to take sentosa express and it was so crowded. It made me pissed even more because those JCs and secondary are here to enjoy yet I am here to study and they still squeeze the monorail with me. Yuckkkkk, :(

Lunched over at koufu and had the usual mee. Nearly fell asleep during tutorial because it was just so boringggg. Felt so energetic right after tutor said dismissed!:D Met Haowei for dinner but we didn't eat. He accompanied me to tampinesmart to buy breads and back home. Fell asleep while watching teevee and my leg numb till I nearly scream.

Have been asking around what they betting for soccer. I think I'll still go with my feel despite the parrot and the octopus, hopefully. Hehehehe! GOODNIGHT, my eyes are closing!

Letter to someone who has caused me alot of pain.

When I first knew that I must wrote this letter, I never intend to write to Zuanzhe. In fact, I want to write for Decong because I feel that he had really caused me alot of pain during that time.

Hi Decong, I know you won't happen to read my blog because we never even contact after we broke up. Till now, I am still wondering why such things happened. You just simply left me just like that, without showing that you wanted to let go this relationship. The day before you went missing, we were still happy. I remembered you held my hand and waited for bus with me over at your bus stop. We still messaged happily till the next morning, I couldn't find you anymore. You planned it well and you went missing. My heart bleed and I still can remember how sad and afraid I was. I called you, searched for you, I do whatever I can do to get you back, you were nowhere.

When you got back your O's, I stood outside the hall with Naqeah to look at your results. When I know that you were the top 20, I cried. Naqeah kept on consoling me but I still kept on crying and crying. I felt happy that you did well. I remember Brian ever laughed at me in school. He walked pass me and laughed, "wow, I heard decong score damn good sia, but some ppl down there sad". Maybe everything was just so heartbreaking that I rememeber every little scenario in my heart. We bumped into each other so many times, but we hardly talked. There's only once when I was on my way to find Zuanzhe and we met on bus and sat together.

Sometimes, I wonder if you know you have hurt me deep down not. I took eight months to let go you and Jueying knows. That eight months was really a tough journey for me but I'm glad that I've overcomed. Well, after that both of us also found our own happiness. Though I hate you that time for leaving me without saying anything but people grow up after every relationship, I don't now. In fact, I'm happy that you left me a nice memories.

THANKS AND SORRY SORRY SORRY, JUNXIANG. :(

Watched ndp rehearsal with Jaslyn and we wore the poncho thruout the show and it was so damn uncomfortable. But it was really heartwarming to see everyone so united, hehe. The goodie bag was too big and heavy that we gave up halfway and gave back to those volunteer when we were on our way to esplanade.

Slacked around and I met Junxiang for late dinner over at 800+ since ALL the macs were flooded with people watching world cup. Haha, germany won = most of my friends won. :D

Letter to deceased people who I wish I can talk to.

Hi Melissa Toh, we aren't friends at all, we are completely stranger. I was really shocked when I heard that you committed suicide because of love. I don't know what you were thinking exactly at that time but I know sometimes, when you are too in love with someone, you can do anything. Sometimes I wonder, why you have sucha courage to climb all the way to 20+ storey and made yourself cross over the walls and jumped down. Do you feel regret when the point you were already releasing yourself? I always told myself that one can definitely find a better partner than the previous one, but the feeling might not be as strong as it is. You must be loving that guy alot, but still, does he appreciate everything? You shouldn't lose a life because of him, it's never worth it. If times can turn back, I wish I will be your friends and try all my best to convince you and share your problem.

Okay, I falling asleep already. GOODNIGHT.

JASLYN CAME AND STAYED OVER AT MY HOUSE AND CHIONG PROJECT. :D

Watched Ghana versus Uruguay last night and Jaslyn was like so kanjiong. But she fell asleep after that, so we all packed up and slept till 11.



Her alarm rang from 9.30am to 11am. We just continued sleeping while Bad Girl and World behind my world continued playing when we are sleeping. Hahaha, seriously too tired already. Chiong FEM project and I think it's quite efficient this time round. Finished ilr and part of fem. Left with entre and that's about it. :D

Going off to tampines mall for the hokkaido fair since she's in tampines mall too! We skipped breakfast and lunch, lol. But I ate some biscuits.

We spammed photo like no one business and now waiting for it to load. As for letter, I shall write it tonight when I'm back. I'm throwing the roses already! :D

Time to bath!

Letter to someone who I don't talk to as much as I'd like to.

I closed my eyes and I was thinking who to write to for this letter. I wonder why it's you who appear in my mind. Do I wish to talk to you that badly yet I can't? Yes, I don't talk to you now. We are like a complete stranger now and I guess that is what you hoping for. I don't talk to you now but I always want to know how are you and stuffs like that. I don't know what am I thinking exactly but it's just that.

Well, I guess we are better to be to stranger. I'm gonna throw away the roses tomorrow because I think it's pointless to keep. So tomorrow, my table will be slightly spacious after throwing it away. Goodbye.

A mistake that I'll never forgive myself.

Goodnight.