HAHAHA, I'm so proud of myself! :)
I actually woke up on time and prepared for school! HeyHeh, I attended BCS lecture already! :) Don't you feel proud of me? It's purely because it's revision lecture already so I better buck up and go for lecture. Well, I just feel real proud about myself!
Microecons lecture was killing me 'cause I understand nothing and all thanks to Melo. :)
Commskills made me yawn for the whole lesson, too borin' and seriously, I was shocked about the summative test. I wonder on the National Day eve, will my hand injured not? There's lot of thing for you to write and rush. :(
I'm so sorry. I'm seriously too tired that whenever we went to mac to study, I will definitely be falling asleep and yet you just study and accompany me. Thanks (:
Ohmygod, I didn't go for OB lecture again but I will definitely be going to crash Qiaofeng's lecture tomorrow. It's not I'm a bad influence, like what Thaijin said but it's Thaijin made me slept late last night! Hahaha, she was telling me how mean she was and gossipping about someone with me. Bad influence.
Went out with mom and bro 'cause bro changing his phone to N97. Chey, I'm not even jealous okay! Haha, 'cause not suitable for me. :) Okay, shall watch fatty tian at tudou.com and will start studying for my BCS exam next tues! :)
Wish me luck lah, everyone!
IHT test tomorrow and I'm still left with 3 topics to study. :(
Woke up at 1 today and went to kitchen to find my hiro choco cake. Ate two cakes and the last one seems smelly, like carrot cake so I threw it away. Studied IHT and my dad was playing his hokkien music damn loud. This had made me piss'd and the worst thing is he came into my room and asked me to pluck his white hair. OMG, every Sunday must help him pluck white hair one leh.
So, I called Jueying and BenPoh to accompany me study. Met them at 201 mac and headed to BenPoh's house study 'cause no plug in mac and they need it. At first, we were like studying individual's work quietly. Then this Jueying was like slowing to rest already and she started all her nonsense. One good example is spamming my tagboard. HAHAHA. Then this BenPoh was like wanting to on his oldies music. So, I got annoyed and started to rest. Then, my IHT notes haven't finish reading. HAHAHA
I drank two cups of milk tea today and they laughed at me. :(
'cause i said: " Aunty, 我要珍珠奶茶，不要珍珠。" Funny meh? No right!
IHT, please get into my mind! :)
GOOD NEWS! :) ALL MY PROJECTS ARE DOWN ALREADY.
haha. Left with all the presentations to be done and 'll be focusing for end sem exam already. Have been really stressed up with the BCS proj with my grpmates. We had stayed from 4pm till 10pm in school last night to rush for our proj which is due on this coming Monday. haha, who knows that we can't finish and we came back to school this morning at 8.30am to finish up. Worst of all, is that we can't finish before the lab closed and really thanks to THAIJIN that her laptop has the dreamweaver prog and we used her laptop to finish up till 4pm -.-
THANKS THAIJIN! :)
Met up with him after that and I could say that we are cute lah! :) We took bus to Hougang and wanted to have dinner but we only had dessert and we bus-ed back to Tampines for dinner. Goodness, waste bus fare. haha :)
Study for IHT test already! :(
One presentation is finally down! :) I guessed we left with two more on next Thursday, will be wearing formal like my IHT presentation. Not sure whether RHT has presentation not and seriously, I'm like in other world when it's RHT lesson.
OB presentation was average as well as our role play. Haha. I realised that many of us wear long sleeve and fold it up so I asked them to tell picture with me. :)
Edmund, Keith, Ivan, Serena, Me, Wanting and Thaijin! (:
Took class picture but without Timo, Ruben and Ruq
I love them alot, haha. I don't feel like changing class next year. :(
After OB presentation, we rushed down to lab to do our BCS proj which was like due on this coming Monday and we weren't even half done. Sian, coming back to school tmr at 8.30am to rush the project.
Took picture with my usual clique, Chuanhui, Caralyn, Weiting, Me and Melodie :)
You may admire how chio they are but they are not available for you.
& the middle one is Weiting, the one that beat me nonstop. :(
With this picture, those who knows will definitely agree with me that how mean she is. That's her, Wong Thai Jin. Hahaha :)
Sleep zzz
This might be a thankful post. (:
Most of the night before sleep, we will always be chatting on the phone, update each other what happens on that day.
But there's once that I took the bus home alone and he went home. Chatted with him on the phone while I was on the bus home. I told him that I was damn tired at that time then I suddenly recalled that he sacrified alot in the past. I understand his feeling now. (: He's good.
Can you wake up every weekdays at 5.30am and come to your girlfriend's house and waited for her and send her to school everyday, without failed?
I do not know whether you can or not, but I know he did. He was so tired with his project in poly and he never failed to wake up at 5.30am to accompany me to school. He never complains, he never asked for returns.
At that moment, I realised how tired he was, how much he had contribute in this rls. I'm touched. But I remembered that in the past, I never learn to appreciate things and pick a fight with him easily. He used to give in to me. Although now, not all the time but I know he still tried. (:
Thanks boyf, 'm appreciated.
BCS web proj is like rushing like mad. 'll be skipping RHT lecture tmr for proj. Well, after Monday, everything would be peace and study for exams! (:
IHT class test on Monday and I have no even touch my lecture notes. :( CHIONG!
TWENTY july today, :D
Nineteen months passed, it's not a happy journey thoughout but still, it's overcome. Used to think that how stubborn and childish I was. Now, I seem to grow up and face the reality. I believe my ear listener will agrees with me too. :)
Surprised him with a handmade cool card. Dinner at one of the ehub's restaurant. I was so full and regretted, waste money. Now, we must start saving money and have cheap meal everyday again. Haha, sounds pathetic.
Thanks irrita-ting accompanied me to opp. school to print instant photo, appreciated.
Goodness, it's really tired and restless for the day thru'out. Slept at 3am last night and woke up at 630am. Rushing thru' many projs. Haha, finally realised that poly life are really different from sec. Well, was quite piss'd with someone in school. :(
K, back to research again ~
Done with our first presentation in formal wear in my life. It left a bad yet a good memories. I don't know should I say that my effort had paid off or goes to the drain. I even rehearsed during the conversation with Zuanzhe and he gave me comment but still, it was not used. Because I'm nervous and stunned.
However, Ms Ho gave us constructive feedback about our performance and I can feel that she's really to console everyone by telling us some of our good points. I do not know why I will suddenly tears. I had already forced myself to stop the tears from flowing but after hearing she said about the opening wasn't that good. Ha, I can't control. Seriously, who in this life will like ruin its presentation and laughed suddenly during their speech lah.
I'm sorry, groupmates. I know you guys might think that it's not my fault but I will still feel guilty about it. Seriously, I don't know what I was doing.
WONDERFUL SATURDAY NIGHT! :D
We had our last rehearsal for our IHT presentation which gonna present tmr. Wearing formal shirt and skirt might make me uncomfortable but I'll try. Hahah. Meeting Thaijin and Shermeen opp school bus stop at 8.45 so we can climb the stairs tgt. I wonder what's our classmates' reactions lah, goodness.
Met Zuanzhe after that for lunch and dinner. He cycled me to tamp nihon and he went to work then I went to ehub nihon. Sharon brought her son and daughter for buffet and seriously, I'm attracted to her son and her son attracted to me! Hahaha. Her son was so shy when he saw me and he even hid under the table lah, for goodness sake. Eh, this means that he's shy okay. When I was doing the ice cream sticks, then Sharon brought her son in and said wanna take pic with me.
So cute right! :D :D *hugs*
Then her daughter, Alvin thinks she's more cute but I preferred the boy lah. Haha.
So fun lah. Oh yah, and I was like trying my best to slack during work 'cause station ppl really good at slacking, making me super piss'd off. So, I went to toilet to slack for 2 times and went into tatami room to find Sharon's son for at least 3 times and I just left the order taker there. Haha. Jennifer quits alr, Sharon quitting, Huiping quitting, I maybe quitting too since all the hardworking one quitting.
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Had a small quarrel with Zuanzhe this morning but less than half hour jiu okay le. :D Haha, lame!
Met him after he out with his dad. I'm so jealous right now 'cause he changed his phone to the phone that I want! Nokia 5800. :(
He's currently playing with his phone now that he forgot to reply my msg, I guessed. :(
I'm lost in the microecon's world.
Kinda no life right now, everyday busy doing projects.
Eh yah, that's my life now then. PROJECTS ~
It's not a good day 'cause I think I become fat. :(
Microecon was seriously bored to death. Thaijin and Serena were busy performing their band during mircoecon tut. I laughed like siao. And all started with the hands of the relief teacher. They are just like so comical can. (Forced by Thaijin) :D
This week is just filled with proj meetings. Next monday presentation and gonna wear formal, nervous like hell. Many projs are due on next week. Secondary school life is seriously like so relax.
It's a fact that we had to face it, a fact that have been revolve with us for 18 months. The fact that I just can't trust him fully. I do not know how other girlfs trust their boyfs fully but I just can't. I will start to imagine wildly and get angry with him when he did nothing wrong, but I will just angry, for no reason. I will start thinking that he let me down whereby he didn't. Ha, sounds so foolish isn't it? After a year and half month relationship, it's still like that. I guess the problem lies with me.
I don't get contented easily. Eh, but this doesn't mean that I'm a complicated girl all right.
Got back all my mid sem test, none of it done well, none got A, none got at least a B+. And do you know what's the meaning of damnit!
I saw a bloody bitch outside my OB tutorial class today, suay-ness ~ She caused herself to make me dislike her like hell, serve her right. Seriously, she's somehow dumbass. Offenced me months back and bloodyly diao me when saw me. *vulgarities coming out*. I promised that I will diao you back when I see you, no matter is Business school or Mensa or wherever, the sight of you made me feel so suay, the named of PPL.
OH MY ~ It's the first time I'm in pain for 6 hours. I guessed some drinks or foods made me suffered like hell now. I applied two times of oil and ate 1 packet of pociyi. :/
I lie down, it's pain. I walk, it's pain, I sit up straight, it's pain, I lean, it's pain. I guess as long as I'm not faint, i'll be in pain. Will it be serious food poisoning not? :( I don't want, tsk. Not meeting tzz for three days, haha. He doesn't know how to organise properly lah, but it's all right. Hahah :D Might be going home with Jueying bestie tomorrow & she hasn't reply my message. :(
Wilber Pan is so cool lah, especially his songs, the one with akon one. :D :D
K, i'm praying hard not to stomach pain now. :(
