I feel it.

I can feel that he is trying his best to avoid me and to make me stop seeing his stuffs. I'm just speechless for everything now.

Feeling loved!

Oh man, can't believe that I'm so dead beat right now. Work has been rather hectic for me, especially with quite a few major events coming up. No doubt that it's quite fun and challenging but sometimes, it just got me too stressed up and feeling rather mentally breakdown. I'm thankful to meet a few nice colleagues here. Just like the pictures speak itself, got to know this two nice ladies and we click pretty well. And I really feel so appreciated towards LY, because he has never once turn me down when I approached him for help. He guided me all along on the procedures and some other stuffs. It got me really touched when I received his text tonight, that he observed that I was feeling rather stress and unhappy today. His encouragement has really made me feel so much better! :)

Been out with S these few days whenever we are free. Feel touched and appreciated that someone shows so much concern towards me and take care of me through small little actions, like getting the heat pack for me when I just randomly said that my stomach is feeling unwell. 

Celebrated Seelast's advance birthday at Podi. I totally hate those feeling of having gastric pain! Had a real bad gastric pain last night, when we were celebrating his birthday. Thanks god, I managed to get some pills at the pharmacy and hopefully, these pills can let me survive without pain. It feels great when 8 of us can continue go out so happily and it's really everyone effort in taking their personal time to meet up! Despite us meeting as 8 and had our JB trip few weeks back, we managed to come together for Seelast's birthday! They better come together as a group again to celebrate my birthday. 

Alright, perhaps I should try to dayre instead? 

Thankful

Work seems to be more tiring now, especially with so many upcoming events that got me a little breathless at times. Anyway, I'm really touched and appreciated his effort. 

I guess words can't describe how thankful I am towards him. 

Surprise sunflower

It's been really long since I have blog or visit my blogspot already. I've recently just joined a reputable organization despite the low earning pay that I am receiving. It's been a month since I've entered this company, no doubt there are many things to me to learn and catch up on.

I got into the company with no one there in helping me to hear to my ranting and sharing with me on the troubles I was facing back then, when two companies actually offered me. I was devastated at that point of time. It was the time when I really learn how to be independent and do decision on my own, without anyone being by my side in sharing my problem. And it was the time when I learn that being alone can actually be a great thing too.

I entered the company, with the mindset of only work, work and to work to be successful and able to save a sum of money. There was really nothing else on my mind back then. I didn't expect my job scope requires me to provide my private number and youths or even partners can actually contact me even outside working hours. It is quite tiring when I have to handle so many messages, but it slowly got used to it. So naturally, this job got me to know more youths as well as partners. Perhaps, things have come naturally for me, without me searching for it.

I met this guy, S, who is the alumni of the youth members. I met him at some gathering and meeting for event discussion. There were no thought of getting closer at that point of time. He offered to send those who stays in east home and apparently, I was the last stop as he stays pretty near me. It was perhaps that ride that made us closer. To avoid that awkward moment in his car back home, I initiated a conversation with him. And surprisingly, he actually shared with me about his experience. I never expect him to share with me so much, but appreciated and that really made us got even closer by a little. After that small talk in his car, we started hanging out for dinner and chit chat under my house. It really caught me off guard when he suddenly gave me sunflower when he sent me home one of our dinner.

From then, we messaged each other almost everyday. He was pretty frank with me about the bad and good things. And now, it really got me very touched when he actually did breakfast for me twice before I headed to work in the early morning. Today, I really feel that strong urge in blogging this because I could say that nothing can describe how appreciated and touched I am. He woke up at 5plus morning to make so much breakfast for me; hash brown, hotdog, potato salad, wraps and juice. There isn't any guy who did so much breakfast for me. And I was more surprised when I found out that he actually travelled from YT to tamp to do these breakfast for me. 

Tonight, we had our dinner and chilling night at park. It then got me feeling a little guilty that I didn't even realized that he was feeling unwell and sick. Filled with much guilt, I really wish that I can do something in return for him. As of now, I really wish he will be well soon.

After so long

Been months since I've blogged over here. These few months have been going through a roller coaster ride, with all the ups and downs. There were many happy times spent with someone I love, there were also sorrow times I had faced after the painful separation. 

I would say that life isn't that easy for me this year, or perhaps these few years. I know there are many things isn't what I wish it will be, it will be. I want to learn to be happy and I want to learn to cherish things in life. I just don't wanna regret with any decision made in life, so I want to do things with my best and living life to the fullest. 

I guess that is what I really want to achieve now. 

Convocation, after 15 years.

Oh yeah, that's right! I've finally completed my 15 years of studying and had my convocation at Raffles Convention Centre on last wed. I only have the time now during work to be typing this now. Working is tiring, and I can't imagine my life working for the rest of my life from now. I'm gonna be so damn shag every single day (and all my friends know that well). 

Well, the feeling of graduating was great! Especially when you know that you might not have go for any exam anymore! I'm really feeling grateful that three different cliques of mine turned up for my graduation nights and showering me with so much loved! Feeling really good to be loved by these friends and I wish that our friendship will forever remain as it is. 

Weiting and Shirlene were the surprise because I totally didn't expect their turn up for that night. Thanks girls and my awesomest girls! :) 

And I'll forever be the nice prtatts in their eyes. It's been really long since we have went out together so please meet up with me after your main exam as a celebration for your end of uni life!

And really grateful for my 10 years of friends to come and celebrate my happiest night of my life. Thanks for staying by my side for 10 years. :)

And the surprise of the night too, the pop out of Rachel and Denise. I was totally unaware that they are coming for my graduation night till the night itself. Really thanks for the sunflower and all. :)

Now it's time for me to embark into the new journey!

Little Children Museum & OSD

It seems like once a month blog posting now. Anyway, let this be a quick post instead since I'm really lacking of sleep now. Planned this whole day trip a week ago, and I'm glad that it was kind of successful. Brought him to Little Children Museum, which was located at Bussorah Street at Kampong Glam. 

It is a small museum that has all the old school stuffs, like the report cards from our parents generation, the chaptek, marbles, the old school kind of salons, the dolls and many more. It was quite small though and the admission actually needs two bucks. But it was quite an eye-opening for us. 

The museum was located at the second level. And the first level has a small area which allow us to take pictures with all the old school and vintages decorations. I think it's really cool. 

^ The old school kind of tables and chairs. It reminds me of how I always fell asleep during class.

Next stop was to Old School Delights (OSD) that located at 215 Upper Thomas Road. Old School Delights is somehow similar to Little Children Museum. It sells all the Asian food like mee-siam, nasi lemak, laksa and many more. But the good thing about Old School Delights is it provides all the information of the old school memories. In every table, there is a box which contains the five stones, happy family, old maids, donkey, snakes and ladder and country erasers. 

It totally reminds me of the times during primary school. I will always buy a lot of country erasers and started selling it out and have a match with classmates. 

The waitress gave us the whiteboard and marker for us to write down our orders. It's really cool and fun! 

I'm glad that I've researched on these places and never missed out such fun and experience! :)

So as you can see that the whole day activities are about reminiscing the childhood time, so I decided to look for the different flavors of collon for him since it is his favourite snacks and many places stop selling collon. I'm glad I've put in all my effort in the whole event, from planning to buying to surprising.