After so long

Been months since I've blogged over here. These few months have been going through a roller coaster ride, with all the ups and downs. There were many happy times spent with someone I love, there were also sorrow times I had faced after the painful separation. 

I would say that life isn't that easy for me this year, or perhaps these few years. I know there are many things isn't what I wish it will be, it will be. I want to learn to be happy and I want to learn to cherish things in life. I just don't wanna regret with any decision made in life, so I want to do things with my best and living life to the fullest. 

I guess that is what I really want to achieve now. 

Convocation, after 15 years.

Oh yeah, that's right! I've finally completed my 15 years of studying and had my convocation at Raffles Convention Centre on last wed. I only have the time now during work to be typing this now. Working is tiring, and I can't imagine my life working for the rest of my life from now. I'm gonna be so damn shag every single day (and all my friends know that well). 

Well, the feeling of graduating was great! Especially when you know that you might not have go for any exam anymore! I'm really feeling grateful that three different cliques of mine turned up for my graduation nights and showering me with so much loved! Feeling really good to be loved by these friends and I wish that our friendship will forever remain as it is. 

Weiting and Shirlene were the surprise because I totally didn't expect their turn up for that night. Thanks girls and my awesomest girls! :) 

And I'll forever be the nice prtatts in their eyes. It's been really long since we have went out together so please meet up with me after your main exam as a celebration for your end of uni life!

And really grateful for my 10 years of friends to come and celebrate my happiest night of my life. Thanks for staying by my side for 10 years. :)

And the surprise of the night too, the pop out of Rachel and Denise. I was totally unaware that they are coming for my graduation night till the night itself. Really thanks for the sunflower and all. :)

Now it's time for me to embark into the new journey!

Little Children Museum & OSD

It seems like once a month blog posting now. Anyway, let this be a quick post instead since I'm really lacking of sleep now. Planned this whole day trip a week ago, and I'm glad that it was kind of successful. Brought him to Little Children Museum, which was located at Bussorah Street at Kampong Glam. 

It is a small museum that has all the old school stuffs, like the report cards from our parents generation, the chaptek, marbles, the old school kind of salons, the dolls and many more. It was quite small though and the admission actually needs two bucks. But it was quite an eye-opening for us. 

The museum was located at the second level. And the first level has a small area which allow us to take pictures with all the old school and vintages decorations. I think it's really cool. 

^ The old school kind of tables and chairs. It reminds me of how I always fell asleep during class.

Next stop was to Old School Delights (OSD) that located at 215 Upper Thomas Road. Old School Delights is somehow similar to Little Children Museum. It sells all the Asian food like mee-siam, nasi lemak, laksa and many more. But the good thing about Old School Delights is it provides all the information of the old school memories. In every table, there is a box which contains the five stones, happy family, old maids, donkey, snakes and ladder and country erasers. 

It totally reminds me of the times during primary school. I will always buy a lot of country erasers and started selling it out and have a match with classmates. 

The waitress gave us the whiteboard and marker for us to write down our orders. It's really cool and fun! 

I'm glad that I've researched on these places and never missed out such fun and experience! :)

So as you can see that the whole day activities are about reminiscing the childhood time, so I decided to look for the different flavors of collon for him since it is his favourite snacks and many places stop selling collon. I'm glad I've put in all my effort in the whole event, from planning to buying to surprising. 

Happy Chinese New Year

I wish I am still not that late in giving my resolution for 2014 now. :|

Since everyone is doing their resolution during the new year, I shall be a little unique and do it on the chinese new year. I've been thinking hard on what's my resolutions gonna be, because somehow I know I won't be fulfilling all. It's just like how my resolutions for 2013 weren't fulfill at all.

1. The very first thing I can think of is probably the easiest thing for most of you, but probably quite a difficult thing for me. I want to be happy, I want to be really staying happy because I am happy from the bottom of my heart. Though I am the kind of person who always seem to be depressed often, but I still wish that I can stay happy at least 80% of my time in 2014. Shouldn't be that hard ah?

2. Since I've finally successfully graduated with a degree, I wish to get a full-time job that I really enjoy working in. It doesn't have to be that reputable company, what matters most is I enjoy working there.

3. Have at least enough saving in the bank. I'm no longer that young kid anymore.

4. Every year will be having the same resolution. To lose weight.

These are the most realistic resolution I can ever made already.

Anyway, being a little random here, I wish to rant out my feeling. I just seriously don't understand about this theory and it seems like I've been hearing this recently. I don't get it why girls love to ask their boyfriends to get them stuffs that they want, when it isn't any special day or whatsoever. I've heard these two poly girls' conversation on my bus to town one day and it seriously made me felt so ridiculous. Alright, some people might not agree with my views but at least let me rant it out. A was like telling B that she saw a nice pair of dr. martin shoes but she felt that it's too expensive to buy. So A told B that since this guy (I assume it's A's bf?) is getting his bursary soon, she's gonna ask him to get her the pair of shoes. Like what? I mean are the girlfriend treating their boyfriend as money tree? I don't know, but maybe I don't like asking my boyfriend to get me stuffs, unless it's present because of special occasion.

And I've been hearing all sort of conversation when I was in the train, bus or wherever.

Haven't been feeling much for this chinese new year. Probably because of my own personal reason but I hope I'll be well soon. So here's wishing everyone, happy new year. :)

Thank you post

I still remember the last year of this day, I was blogging about the year end post during work, where there were no customers at all. This year, I'm back home from work and blogging about this now. Well, I know that in life, there's definitely ups and downs phase so I'm not gonna complaining about how shitty my life is, because I've learn to appreciate things more now.

In this 2013, like I've said, there's ups and downs but at some point in life, I'd still like to thank some of my friends for the things they've done in this year. 

The awesomest,

Things are somehow different now because everyone is busy with their own lives. The guys went into army and the girls are busy with their lives too. There are times where we will have difficulty in meeting up as one whole clique but we still managed to meet up as 8 of us, once in a blue blue moon. Definitely, we are drifted apart now but I'm glad that we still meet up when we can. I don't really know what to thank you guys, but perhaps, thankful to know you guys in my poly times. 

My beloved Thaijin,

You know I love you so much as a friend because I'll always be so happy going out with you and laughing my day away. It's amazing that we can click so well and chat everything under the sun. The most memorable thing that happened this year is probably the time when we went to the cnblue's concert. I know you gonna say that it was the most boring concert you ever went, but it's my first time going concert with my girlfriend so I was damn excited and happy about it! I remember the time when we sat at the kallang leisure park bench and I told you about my family problems while we were eating sushi. I never regret sharing with you about my problems, because I know I have friend like you. Many things happened this year and I'm thankful that you are always by my side, listening to my problems and feeling angry for me, feeling unfair and unhappy or whatever. Thank you for the christmas present and your letter made me tears upon reading it. This year was really kind of tough for me, but I'm glad that in my life, I have you to be there with me. Love you so much, sis! 

 

My silly PRtatt,

I know the whatsapp group name was created based on my awesome nick, prtatt. Others might not know what it refers to but we three know it well in our heart. It's really more amazing that we three can better good friends and both of you are my good friends from different cliques. I love you girls, :) And I definitely miss chatting with you two in the communicator. 

Pretty Chuanhui,

I know that this year isn't that easy for you too, but I'm happy for you that you've move on and happy with your life now! Thanks for your listening ears all these while and I still remember the time when I met you and Thaijin in the train station, and I started pouring like mad because I had quarrels with him. You two brought me to the dhoby green to sit down and listen to my problem out. I guess I'll breakdown easily with all the problems surfacing from my family and relationship, if you aren't here for me. Thank you, you're such a love.

Sec 5 girls,

I'm glad we are still staying strong, even after four years of graduating from secondary school. It took everyone's effort in maintaining such friendship. It's never easy and we managed to do it, and keeping everyone close together. 

Beloved Jueying,

Thank you for always stay by my side and being like my sister, hearing my problems out and keep comforting me when I'm down. I still remember the time when you came over to my house just to get my domino pizza as my lunch, when I was still sleeping soundly at home. I'm really so touched by that. And recently, I was down with fever and was facing the lowest point in life. No one really took care of me, but you were so concern with me and even asked to see doctor with me. Really thankful to have friend like you who is so concern and worry about me. Thank you for keep listening me to rant about my problem now. Love you very much too! :)

Hi Yihui,

I don't deny that we are drifted apart now because you are busy with your lives and meeting your girlfriend almost everyday. Well, still thankful that you took the effort in celebrating my birthday with me and brought me to such an awesome cafe for lunch. Hope things are going well for you and I'm sure you'll last pretty long with your girlfriend. 

The handsome grandpa to have,

Things were kind of tough for you in the early of this year. You were admitted to the hospital for near to two months. I'm glad I'm consider a filial granddaughter and had been heading down almost everyday in that two months to take care of you. I still remember the times when I brought you down to take a stroll, feeding you with porridge but you were so stubborn because you felt embarrassing that I have to feed you. Taking care of you is one of the thing I need to do, because I'll never forget the times when you will feed me with milo when I was young. I always sleep next to you when I was young and you will wake up to cover the blanket for you. I still remember that I told you I'll be going down to your house to stay for a night, and you went all the way to ghim moh to get a pillow for me. Such grandfatherly love is touching me so much. I know things weren't easy for you and us when you were admitted to the hospital. You had to inject three needles into your veins and your mind was so confused that you started imaging things. Many times you had scared the shit out of me and my mom because you said that the doctors were accusing you as a theft. You even went to change your clothes and damaged the detector because you wanted to go home so badly. We were all so worried for you and I really can't afford to lose you yet, so please stay healthy. I want you to attend my wedding in few years down the road.

My pretty and funny grandma,

You are always so cheerful and naggy. You love me so much that you always made ginseng or bird nest for me when I went to visit you. I'm sorry that I've made you worried and upset when I was emotionally down when I visited you last month. Because of my own personal problem, I've made you worried for me so much. I'm sorry and you know I love you too, so please don't be jealous that I dote at grandpa at times. 

 

Awesome mom in the world,

You know how awesome you are in my heart, so as dad. Without you and dad, I won't have the chance to attend to uni and study. All I wanna say is thank you, and I love you both very much. With everything that happened in the house, you are always standing strong to be there for me and bro. I know your health is failing now, and I don't know what can I do as a daughter. Though I don't really like to talk at home now, but I'm really worry for you. Please know.

Smith and Khayling,

You guys made me feel so happy to know you both in uni. I always thought I won't be making friends in uni because I'm just studying a part time degree and all the people out there are just working adults, not friends to have. But you guys proved me wrong and you guys actually care for me so much so much now, when both of you know what happened in my life recently. Thank you for always be there for me and guiding me. When I face with problem, you guys will always be there to calm me down and comfort me. Thank you, you guys made the best stories in my uni life. 

Special Xiangrui,

2013 was a little special, especially in the beginning of the year when I met you. 10 months have passed and it's amazing that I can still remember how we met and the first date we had and all. Every little things are still clearly recalling in my mind. As I said, you are the greatest gift I've received this year. Thank you, I felt blissful to know you and get to create this story with you. Thank you. 

I'm lazy to think of resolution for 2014 because it seems like my resolutions for 2013 weren't really fulfilled. Let me think of good resolutions for 2014 and I'll blog about it soon! 

Here ends my thankful posts to my lovely friends!

Been really lazy to blog lately, but since I've a little feel here to blog, then shall update a bit. It's been really a tough period for me now. I'm glad through this, I've know who's my true friends and who's not at all. This 18 days that have passed was really what-the-shit for me to handle. 

Having my last marketing exam paper this coming sat and I'll be officially graduate! (provide if i pass my damn accounting module) Met up my girls last thurs and had salted egg pork rib rice with them at far east and before that, went to temple to do divination with Thaijin. The result turns out bad, shall not mention more about that. Walked around ion with them and I'm sorry that I wasn't in the mood that it seems like my soul wasn't even there.  

Well, the only good news here is that, I finally back in contact with him. One of my special friend that I used to have. It's been years, been years that we haven't been contacting and even if we do, it was just that complicated. Was somehow reminisce about the past and thought of him, and I'm glad we are back in contact again. :') Though we don't know how long this conversation can last, but I hope it's gonna be long. 

Shall rest awhile and back to my international marketing revision. 

Been really long since I've last blogged here. There are too many things for me to settle lately and school and work have been making me really tired. How's life for everyone? Well, things just don't seem to be going quite smoothly for me lately. Or should I say that the ending of 2013 is totally not smooth sailing at all. 

I've been working very hard for my school and tried to cope it well together with work. Finally, I'm going to have my last lesson in my entire uni life now on wed. Though I won't be understand much of what my lecturer gonna teach or say but for the sake of $150 per lesson, I'll attend and have a good memories of my last lesson in my 1.6 years of uni life. At the same time, this also shows that I have to enter the workforce real soon and I am still thinking what I really want to work in the future. 

Briefly talk about my work here. Working back with my old colleagues are pretty good and really glad that we are still helping each other like we did in the past. Took two weeks of study break to study for my final lap. So here's wishing myself all the best. :/