I wish I am a girl who can controls my emotions and keeps everything to myself. I do not want to be like the past and I wish to change too. Who doesn't wish to change to the better. But our rls just seems so hard. It doesn't work like the past anymore. I really do not know how to express my current feeling but it really really really sucks. :(

Anw, received the posting result at 6am via sms and it woke me up after that. Posted to leisure and resort management, somehow not really happy about it 'cause it wasn't my first choice. Think I'm not appealing for hospitality and tourism already, 'cause they didn't post me in sure have their own reasons. What I hoping now is faster school start and get busy with my school work so I can stop myself from thinking so much. Sigh.

Down to bugis tomorrow with rachel. For like finally, can go out with her already(: