Looking at the beautiful sunset on my way home from work. And, here goes the mixed feeling. Feeling relax yet missing someone badly.

For the first time, I hope there is someone who can drive me home whenever I'm off work. My leg hurt so much after standing for nine-and-the-freaking-half-hour at the front office as though my heel is swollen. I've learned to check in quite a couple of rooms and helped them to book walk in reservation. Though I ain't really happy working here, but I know I still have to endure this few weeks.

Smiling to people whereby it's never ever true. Why life has to be so difficult, just to survive well? Slowly, as time passes, I then realised that my smile is only true when ......

It's numb.