It's fucking ache in heart now but gotta keep telling myself to hang on and be strong. I'm at the peak of jumping down the cliff, and no one is holding on to me. All I know is, it's fuckingly aching inside.

I didn't know that heart can be this aching. I feel that your hand is letting go, and things aren't the same anymore. I need your console, I need you to dote me, because afterall, I'm still a girl that need love from you. I'm not as strong as you think. I'm like a snail. You step on my shell and I'll just be dead. I'm feeling real weak now, I afraid I can't hang on anymore.

Fuck, it's aching, it's aching, it's really aching deep inside. I feel like I'm breatheless.
It's really aching.