Saturday, December 10, 2011

Running wildly

Looking out the window and the sky is so blue right now. Birds are literally chirping away, and I can hear all the vehicles driving pass the expressway behind my block. But all I'm thinking now is really about your presence now.

Tears flows unknowingly when I lied on the bed and thoughts started running wild. Afterall, we are still different. Forcing myself to sleep now but all my mind is functioning what is really happening right now over at your side. I doubt you will ever understand how I really feel right now, ah yes you'll never understand.

I know some of the lrms know my blog when it supposed to be only some people know but seems like they are really good at blog hopping. Whatever it is, I'll still vent out whatever I am unhappy with because ultimately, you guys have no rights to judge and comment me.

I'll still be myself. I'll never change for anyone, when no one is this world will ever change for anybody. Because, human are purely selfish. My eyes are painful but it's definitely nothing compared to my heart right now, because it's heart-wrenching now.

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