It's Tuesday!

Mom bought one loaf of bread but no one ate it for days. So, I bought half of it to his house to make french toast.



Frankly speaking, it doesn't taste nice. We were like real busy when we were preparing the ft in the kitchen. Then, met up with Jueying and Huishan at tm 'cause I wanna look out for books at times since I have $20 vouchers! But end up, I bought nothing. Dinner with him at Tampines Nihon after that. Lot of laughters on the way home.

Accompanying grandpa to hospital for checkup tmr and movie with him after that. Wonderful! :D
&& I just finished installed nokia PC suite! (for like finally)

Night!

I will choose to remain silence as long as I could but if I can't, I really can't. It's the first time that I can no longer remain so calm in settling our problems. I shouted so loud that I can't even hear the echoes of my screaming. I feel that we can't even argue in a peaceful and calm tone. You pointed your finger at me, claiming that it's all my fault. I still chose to remain silence if I could, just to maintain in this relationship.

Well, you may be true in your own thinking that w0 pei bu shang ni. But for my thinking, I think I am not that bad, just that my attitude can be nasty at times. There are two conclusions for our probs: 1) Both of our attitude are sucky that none of us can make the initiative of giving in. 2) I think I am a girl and I wish I could get pampered but you can't. Don't you think all the girls wish to be treated like this?

Oh well, school will be starting in 2 weeks time. I think I will put all my concentration mostly on studies much more than this. Awww, thinking whether how the first semester will be like and how much friends I will know during the next week orientation. Once school starts, lesser quarrel will occurred. Isn't that better?

Jueying, don't forget that we promise to meet up to study once school starts in a few weeks time(: We mustn't lost contact for each other. Hahaha (L)

Rachel, don't worry. I am all right, for now. Hey, when you wanna meet up with me, with Denise, before school starts? [hugs <3]>

It started well nicely and sweetly but turned out nasty in the end. I didn't expect thing would turn out this way but it did. On the way back alone, so much things flashed back and need me to sort it out. Then, I questioned myself if I can. The answer was no.

I dared not react in the way that I do not want because I wished to be fairly solved. But it ended up solving in a nasty way by the other. It seemed like it's all my fault and wrong. Time and again, I've said that we should peacefully solve every problems and be calm but you don't seem like you can. In the end, the one who got hurt again is me. 2 weeks of torturing and persevering, I got us back together. It was really hard and uneasy but I made it through. I do not wish to keep on doing the old same thing again and again.

Philson was right. Some relationship may be crack but it can be heal. When you are trying to heal the wound, you would tend to put as many layer of glue to make it perfect, just like the new one. That is how couple would last long because they undergo alot. As for us, I doubt so because it seemed like getting worse. Or shall we say that we aren't as perservance enough or we aren't meant to be together. How I wish that I could be the little princess that you love most. How I wish that I could be like the girl that every boyf would dote and be gentle to.

How I wish...
How I wish...

I know that reality hurts.

I had once fought it back to what it is. I have no regrets. Maybe both of us are tired and realised many things that we do not even know. Overall, it's not a happy day today.

Thanks friend* for lending me such a big amount of money.

Hi everyone! (:

Tired, real tired. Worked full shift today and it was like a torture in the night. Cashier closing had some probs and ended up leaving late. No sushi left for me, none was my preference. I made up my mind that I need to be frank.

Meeting double z tomorrow. Shall we go IMM or Jurong point? Or even further? (:

I love everyone! <3

Managed to get the group photo of all the students who were taking prize on 27 Mar. Find me, find me! :D



I am still waiting for the rest of the pictures. I miss tzz. Needa accompany my grandpa to hospital next wednesday myself! Working full shift tomorrow, sian! I'm getting tired of working already. 12 more days to orientation! Friends, come talk to me! :)

Swimming in the morning with Cindy and Jasmine today and I was like having 'spa' at there 'cause I dont know how to swim. So I just merely soaked myself in the pool while seeing them swimming here and there. But at least I got try to play with the water. I got sun-tanned 'cause my skin kinda a little bit red. [:

Met Zuanzhe outside swimming complex 'cause he went to gym. I saw him peeping down the pool, freaking paiseh. Had lunch with them at Pizza Hut. FAT! Went to Bedok library to read up some books since we both are interested in the same topic. He was looking at fitness workout and I was looking for ways to maintain a flat tummy and dieting.

Tues will be exercising day for us again! <3

I'm freaking bored right now. I lazy to do cross stitching now.





Watched the street fighter with ahtoh today and it was not bad. I wanted to watch 'cause I want to support Edmund Chen (*o*) Ahtoh said it was below his expectation 'cause it seems quite fake. I want to watch more movies next week.

:o)

Going for exercise with him tomorrow. He said minimum TWO rounds of central park, I was like ohmygod! I have no stamina loh. Well, it's better than growing more fats in my body.

:(