I'm finally done with my exams for this trimester and just one more trimester to go and I'll graduated from school. I doubt I'll continue master or whatsoever already, I know that I ain't a study kind of girl so no point wasting money on these. Was pretty disappointed with my service marketing exam 'cause I screwed up the entire paper and yeah, I ain't kidding. I ain't like those kid out there and said that I don't do well but in the bottom of their heart, they know they do it well and is manageable. I ain't that hypocrite yet so yeah, I really screwed it up. I only completed two essays out of the three essays and I know I really can't write any nonsense for that one essay so I just left the room.
I felt so dead after the exam so I messaged my bf complaining about it. But I was feeling real hungry after exam so thanks god Philson was free and kind enough to accompany me for dinner at al azhar (my new fav malay cafeteria). But now, I feel so guilty for not being able to console him as of what I've promised him on that night. Felt so depressed and terrible that night.
But...
I didn't expect my bf to be so nice to drop by to my place and bought me lunch the next day, when I left with one day to revise for my exam on sat. I was still sleeping soundly when my phone suddenly vibrated so I picked up unconsciously and he kept asking me to open the door. I was like what the hell did he ask me to open the door, not knowing that he will pop out outside my house. So I quickly woke up and opened the door in my blur and sleepy state but I felt so happy.
And he bought the soup that I like the most. Oh, feeling so blessed now. Heheh.
So he left after awhile and I continued revised. Yeah, I was supposed to revise but I was too tired that I actually dozed off without me realizing that I did. So I actually "napped" for 1.5 hours. Woke up in that blur state again, then I took my wallet and left the house to buy my dinner. Ahhh just feeling shag that whole day. Text with Thaijin in the midnight while I had my study break and was so excited in our conversation, hehehe. So I felt a little lazy and think that I really can't absorb anymore so I lied on the bed around 2. And what the hell was that, after I lied on the bed, I kept yawning and tearing but I just couldn't seem to fall asleep at all. So yeah, I had insomnia till nearly 4.30am.
Supposed to wake up at 10.30am to have breakfast and revised for market research before I head off for exam but was so fking sleepy that I snoozed till 11am. I mean, why can't I have a stress-free life? Feeling tired almost every single day. I can't imagine how tired I'm gonna be when I have a full time job in near future. To conclude all, I think I did this paper better than that stupid service marketing paper and hopefully can pass. If best, at least a credit la. But if really can, then of course a distinction will be best.
Alright, shall head to bed now and yes, it's 11.32pm now. All thanks to the insomnia last night, making me feel so sleepy now. Gonna have my crave fulfilled tomorrow with bf. Ciao all. :)