TWENTY july today, :D

Nineteen months passed, it's not a happy journey thoughout but still, it's overcome. Used to think that how stubborn and childish I was. Now, I seem to grow up and face the reality. I believe my ear listener will agrees with me too. :)

Surprised him with a handmade cool card. Dinner at one of the ehub's restaurant. I was so full and regretted, waste money. Now, we must start saving money and have cheap meal everyday again. Haha, sounds pathetic.

Thanks irrita-ting accompanied me to opp. school to print instant photo, appreciated.

Goodness, it's really tired and restless for the day thru'out. Slept at 3am last night and woke up at 630am. Rushing thru' many projs. Haha, finally realised that poly life are really different from sec. Well, was quite piss'd with someone in school. :(

K, back to research again ~

Done with our first presentation in formal wear in my life. It left a bad yet a good memories. I don't know should I say that my effort had paid off or goes to the drain. I even rehearsed during the conversation with Zuanzhe and he gave me comment but still, it was not used. Because I'm nervous and stunned.

However, Ms Ho gave us constructive feedback about our performance and I can feel that she's really to console everyone by telling us some of our good points. I do not know why I will suddenly tears. I had already forced myself to stop the tears from flowing but after hearing she said about the opening wasn't that good. Ha, I can't control. Seriously, who in this life will like ruin its presentation and laughed suddenly during their speech lah.

I'm sorry, groupmates. I know you guys might think that it's not my fault but I will still feel guilty about it. Seriously, I don't know what I was doing.

WONDERFUL SATURDAY NIGHT! :D

We had our last rehearsal for our IHT presentation which gonna present tmr. Wearing formal shirt and skirt might make me uncomfortable but I'll try. Hahah. Meeting Thaijin and Shermeen opp school bus stop at 8.45 so we can climb the stairs tgt. I wonder what's our classmates' reactions lah, goodness.

Met Zuanzhe after that for lunch and dinner. He cycled me to tamp nihon and he went to work then I went to ehub nihon. Sharon brought her son and daughter for buffet and seriously, I'm attracted to her son and her son attracted to me! Hahaha. Her son was so shy when he saw me and he even hid under the table lah, for goodness sake. Eh, this means that he's shy okay. When I was doing the ice cream sticks, then Sharon brought her son in and said wanna take pic with me.


So cute right! :D :D *hugs*


Then her daughter, Alvin thinks she's more cute but I preferred the boy lah. Haha.

So fun lah. Oh yah, and I was like trying my best to slack during work 'cause station ppl really good at slacking, making me super piss'd off. So, I went to toilet to slack for 2 times and went into tatami room to find Sharon's son for at least 3 times and I just left the order taker there. Haha. Jennifer quits alr, Sharon quitting, Huiping quitting, I maybe quitting too since all the hardworking one quitting.

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Had a small quarrel with Zuanzhe this morning but less than half hour jiu okay le. :D Haha, lame!
Met him after he out with his dad. I'm so jealous right now 'cause he changed his phone to the phone that I want! Nokia 5800. :(

He's currently playing with his phone now that he forgot to reply my msg, I guessed. :(

I'm lost in the microecon's world.

Kinda no life right now, everyday busy doing projects.

Eh yah, that's my life now then. PROJECTS ~

It's not a good day 'cause I think I become fat. :(

Microecon was seriously bored to death. Thaijin and Serena were busy performing their band during mircoecon tut. I laughed like siao. And all started with the hands of the relief teacher. They are just like so comical can. (Forced by Thaijin) :D

This week is just filled with proj meetings. Next monday presentation and gonna wear formal, nervous like hell. Many projs are due on next week. Secondary school life is seriously like so relax.

It's a fact that we had to face it, a fact that have been revolve with us for 18 months. The fact that I just can't trust him fully. I do not know how other girlfs trust their boyfs fully but I just can't. I will start to imagine wildly and get angry with him when he did nothing wrong, but I will just angry, for no reason. I will start thinking that he let me down whereby he didn't. Ha, sounds so foolish isn't it? After a year and half month relationship, it's still like that. I guess the problem lies with me.

I don't get contented easily. Eh, but this doesn't mean that I'm a complicated girl all right.

Got back all my mid sem test, none of it done well, none got A, none got at least a B+. And do you know what's the meaning of damnit!

I saw a bloody bitch outside my OB tutorial class today, suay-ness ~ She caused herself to make me dislike her like hell, serve her right. Seriously, she's somehow dumbass. Offenced me months back and bloodyly diao me when saw me. *vulgarities coming out*. I promised that I will diao you back when I see you, no matter is Business school or Mensa or wherever, the sight of you made me feel so suay, the named of PPL.

OH MY ~ It's the first time I'm in pain for 6 hours. I guessed some drinks or foods made me suffered like hell now. I applied two times of oil and ate 1 packet of pociyi. :/

I lie down, it's pain. I walk, it's pain, I sit up straight, it's pain, I lean, it's pain. I guess as long as I'm not faint, i'll be in pain. Will it be serious food poisoning not? :( I don't want, tsk. Not meeting tzz for three days, haha. He doesn't know how to organise properly lah, but it's all right. Hahah :D Might be going home with Jueying bestie tomorrow & she hasn't reply my message. :(

Wilber Pan is so cool lah, especially his songs, the one with akon one. :D :D

K, i'm praying hard not to stomach pain now. :(