FINALLY MET UP WITH BOYF AFTER SO LONGGG.

Have not been meeting him since I worked at Revenue House. Must definitely spend the time wisely with him. Hah. Skipped the morning part, sudden decision to Ishi Mura @ Northpoint mall. Checked the sbstransit website to see whether which bus to take to Yishun. Ishi Mura was great! Thou' the donburi isn't as large as Nihon but still not bad and much cheaper compared to Nihon. The don that Zuanzhe ate was only $4.90! :) I ate Char Siew Ramen and it's only $6.90. * happy * Wanted to try out new drink, Mango Milk, goodness! It's heavenly, seriously. $1.50 and it's about the same price as a normal can drink. Mango milk rocks ttc and it's iced blended. Take away one Mango milk after that too! <3> Day with him always seems so fast, idiotic!

A tiring day again.

Feeling more and more frustrated when I know that oh, next day has to work again. On my way to Revenue H, my feeling was really bad 'coz I just hate working now. But Cherie and Sharon made my day different! :) Suay me have to work runner with that ''act-like-manager" aunty K. Aunty K hates to work runner ttm (even small kid can see). So hot stone rice, heavy bowl of noodles, and keep on jamming de drinks, I have to ''bao-ga-liao'' myself, all simply thanks to her. Cherie and Sharon felt so unfair for me and yes, it made me pissed off.

Aunty K even loves to gossip about people, worst than us! She even gossiped to other aunty F that I have boyfriend. I was like, '' does it concern you? ''. Ridiculous aunty K! I can't stand her at all. I'm praying hard now that I will not do runner with her again, please man!

Come, let's go watch bang bang tang! :D *saliva dripping*

I regretted for giving so much schedule this week and making myself suffered over there. The standard at Revenue House was so different as compared to Ehub, it's much more higher. Got some ''scolding'' from the manager 'coz of the way I cleared the table. Luckily I am going there for two weeks and not permanent, if not I'll regret for life.

Yesterday was first day of work and Zuanzhe was so sweet. He gave me surprise by waiting for me at Safra bus stop and rode me to 293 bus stop. :) Bought strawberry milk tea and two sausages as supper. And today, I was nearly late. All thanks to the bus driver! I don't know what is he thinking, he just drove so slow that all the cars just sped thru him. Luckily I reached and punched card on time! :D and all thanks for my long legs.

K, stomach hurt 'coz I bought the wall's vanilla ice cream home just now and I ate two bowls. :/

Nights!

Gotta the photos of the cookies session from Anna's blog. Perfect experience I had, hah.









Wanted to give Zuanzhe a surprise by going back to the Pasir Ris library to help him borrow his management book, then I realised I can't find no matter what. So, no surprise for him. Hah, he requested more from me now, tsk. Went back to Pasir Ris Sec. with cliques and bought mooncake from the teachers. Had a heart-to-heart talk with Ms Ng over at the swing, together with our clique. Hah, I love the feeling where it's somehow no longer a teacher-and-student conversation. Played with Ms Ng's daughter, about 21months old, but she seemed like loving Cindy more. Well, managed to take 3 photos with her daughter and I was damn afraid when I gotta carried her. :/

Glad that I ain't dumb to go for the alumni gathering organised by the school 'coz it cost $12 and there were bbq and karaoke. Everything simply looked disappointing, so phewwwws~ Chatted for about 2 hours and I went to pass Zuanzhe the mooncake and they went off to festival park for activites. :) I want to catch up with them more, they simply rocks! :)

Next week schedule will be horrible and I guessed I'll be dead beat. 4 full days and 2 morning shift, stupid me.

Thanks ANNA and BENJAMIN for their help today, thats why I could manage to bake cookies for Zuanzhe. :)

Benjamin helped me find the recipe last night and we asked for Anna's permission to go her house to bake. Bought the ingredients with Benjamin and borrowed vanilla essence from Huishan. I stirred and mixed the butter and sugar together. :) I did something and I transferred the dough to the tray. Haha, great achievement. Zuanzhe was surprised when I bought the plastic bag over and he joked that he wants to eat some. I totally shocked out of my life. How could he guess that I baked cookies for him! Then I realised is because I told him that I giving him mooncake this afternoon and he thought that it was the mooncake in the plastic bag :/ Hah!

He said the cookies was nice, but I think it isn't. Some cookies was too hard for me to bite and yah, not as nice as subway cookies or famous amos one. LOL! :D
Dinner at CenturySquare food court and home.

I'm quite glad 'coz I have all the schedule I want at Revenue House, gonna be damn tired FOR SURE! However, 'm quite sad, utterly upset now, 'coz of family prob. :( Hais.

Will not be able to meet Zuanzhe for at least 4 days FOR SURE 'coz I worked full shift. Then, the rest of the 3 days, we couldn't guarantee 'coz might be different timing. Hais, I'll go berserk!

My life is just like rainbow now. (o:

I love him. He will always be by my side, giving me support and giving me opinion when I asked him. He never fails to make me happy when I'm down and always give in to me when I'm making a fuss over small matter. I appreciate his care for me. Just now, when he ''provokes'' me, I was angry and kept quiet for 2 minutes and he knows I was angry. Spending 22 months with him is really nice and we didn't quarrel for at least 2 months! :) Hah.

At first, I was bothered about the work and it's solved. Sharon has finally helped me to persuade the manager over at Revenue House to allow me to work for 2 weeks till my school starts. :) I'm seriously have to thanks Sharon alot! Gonna buy her donuts on my first day to thanks her. Haha. Then, I'll have more savings in my bank and no longer $27.

Days with boyf was great! Love him ttm! <3
Went to Far east to have our dessert then walked around to buy his belt. Off to Taka to buy my dango!(: Then, shopped around. Settled dinner at Just Acia, regretted 'coz don't have my doryfish. Walked around the empty Cathay and home!

You sucks to the core, I swear.

当你的时间都花在很没有意义的事情上，你总会觉得为什么当你在做很有意义的事情时，你的时间总是不够， 总是会要求多一点。

五个小时前， 我根本在浪费我的时间。不是看电视，就是找东西吃，不然就是睡觉，毫无意义。 五个小时后，我的生活还是一样。以前的我，每个星期六一定会做工。 可是，他们现在都没有给我时间做。别人一个星期起码有三四天做工，可是我只是一天。你们不觉得非常不公平吗！ 我不管你是不是怀疑我， 讨厌我，还是什么，可是当你因为个人原因而不给我工的话，我就觉得你非常没种！ 如果是真的，你不应该因为个人原因而‘报复’在工作上。别的outlets 都把每个人的工作排得公平，你呢？

以前我问你为什么我会有那么少天做工，你说因为我给的少。好，那么是我的错，我承认。 那么现在我把我的schedule 都放每天了，可是我的schedule 还是跟以前一样。那么还是我的错吗！！！快不得以前有人投诉你， 就是因为你不是公事公办。

以前的我， 傻傻笨笨的，所以你们叫我做什么， 我就做什么。我从来不敢防抗或拒绝。以前的我，你们爱怎么趣笑我，我只会笑嘻嘻的回复，不会凶回。可是这不代表我不难过，不代表我不生气而是我把自己的情绪压抑在心里， 不让你们知道。

现在的我，只希望能够赚多一点钱， 读好书，和找时间陪他<3。