I can't waste time so give it a moment, I realised nothing is broken. No need to worry about everything I've done, live every second like it was my last one.

When I thought it was over, it was actually the start of the game. You spin me round and round, like I'm a fool to you. I'm sick of all these insincere and I'm sick of all these. I wonder when, when will be the time when all these heart-bleeding feeling will stops.



Managed to give out 1000 flyers today 'cause we've found a good spot. Yihui and I were so restless that both of us just kept crapping. I hate myself, hate myself for being so weak, hate myself for being unable to make decision, hate myself for making myself suffer from all these bloody nonsense.

Damn internet connection sucks my life up. It's giving me problem, freak. Life sucks, internet sucks, working sucks, everything that happening now just sucks.