Happy 18th Birthday, Jus! :D Haha, I'll never forget how you always suan me fat whenever we bumped into each other during lecture and in school. Still, happy birthday!

Okay, projects are just making me crazy! One more week and all the projects will be due. Got back the individual assignment grades and it just cannot make it. YES, I'M FEELING SO LETHARGIC NOW! :(

World cup is making me insane too and that's for sure. 've been losing because of Germany for two matches and really unlucky enough, for that two matches that Germany lost. What's this? Left with last two matches, but should I believe what octopus paul predicts for the next match? Catch the germs vs spain last night with Jaslyn over at my house and both of us were so agitated when the spain goal. But the goal was really beautifully striked so it made me speechless.

YOG training at 9am on Saturday, believe me that I'll just K.O on the train from tampines to boonlay.

NIGHT EVERYONE! :D

I'm not blogging letters today since I can't think of that person yet. :(

Woke up slightly late and rushed to take train. When reached Bedok, the train was spoilt and unable to function so everyone had to alight and board the other train. During the journey till Lavender, it stops and moved and stoped and moved. Luckily, it continued smoothly after Bugis. Rushed like mad to take sentosa express and it was so crowded. It made me pissed even more because those JCs and secondary are here to enjoy yet I am here to study and they still squeeze the monorail with me. Yuckkkkk, :(

Lunched over at koufu and had the usual mee. Nearly fell asleep during tutorial because it was just so boringggg. Felt so energetic right after tutor said dismissed!:D Met Haowei for dinner but we didn't eat. He accompanied me to tampinesmart to buy breads and back home. Fell asleep while watching teevee and my leg numb till I nearly scream.

Have been asking around what they betting for soccer. I think I'll still go with my feel despite the parrot and the octopus, hopefully. Hehehehe! GOODNIGHT, my eyes are closing!

Letter to someone who has caused me alot of pain.

When I first knew that I must wrote this letter, I never intend to write to Zuanzhe. In fact, I want to write for Decong because I feel that he had really caused me alot of pain during that time.

Hi Decong, I know you won't happen to read my blog because we never even contact after we broke up. Till now, I am still wondering why such things happened. You just simply left me just like that, without showing that you wanted to let go this relationship. The day before you went missing, we were still happy. I remembered you held my hand and waited for bus with me over at your bus stop. We still messaged happily till the next morning, I couldn't find you anymore. You planned it well and you went missing. My heart bleed and I still can remember how sad and afraid I was. I called you, searched for you, I do whatever I can do to get you back, you were nowhere.

When you got back your O's, I stood outside the hall with Naqeah to look at your results. When I know that you were the top 20, I cried. Naqeah kept on consoling me but I still kept on crying and crying. I felt happy that you did well. I remember Brian ever laughed at me in school. He walked pass me and laughed, "wow, I heard decong score damn good sia, but some ppl down there sad". Maybe everything was just so heartbreaking that I rememeber every little scenario in my heart. We bumped into each other so many times, but we hardly talked. There's only once when I was on my way to find Zuanzhe and we met on bus and sat together.

Sometimes, I wonder if you know you have hurt me deep down not. I took eight months to let go you and Jueying knows. That eight months was really a tough journey for me but I'm glad that I've overcomed. Well, after that both of us also found our own happiness. Though I hate you that time for leaving me without saying anything but people grow up after every relationship, I don't now. In fact, I'm happy that you left me a nice memories.

THANKS AND SORRY SORRY SORRY, JUNXIANG. :(

Watched ndp rehearsal with Jaslyn and we wore the poncho thruout the show and it was so damn uncomfortable. But it was really heartwarming to see everyone so united, hehe. The goodie bag was too big and heavy that we gave up halfway and gave back to those volunteer when we were on our way to esplanade.

Slacked around and I met Junxiang for late dinner over at 800+ since ALL the macs were flooded with people watching world cup. Haha, germany won = most of my friends won. :D

Letter to deceased people who I wish I can talk to.

Hi Melissa Toh, we aren't friends at all, we are completely stranger. I was really shocked when I heard that you committed suicide because of love. I don't know what you were thinking exactly at that time but I know sometimes, when you are too in love with someone, you can do anything. Sometimes I wonder, why you have sucha courage to climb all the way to 20+ storey and made yourself cross over the walls and jumped down. Do you feel regret when the point you were already releasing yourself? I always told myself that one can definitely find a better partner than the previous one, but the feeling might not be as strong as it is. You must be loving that guy alot, but still, does he appreciate everything? You shouldn't lose a life because of him, it's never worth it. If times can turn back, I wish I will be your friends and try all my best to convince you and share your problem.

Okay, I falling asleep already. GOODNIGHT.

JASLYN CAME AND STAYED OVER AT MY HOUSE AND CHIONG PROJECT. :D

Watched Ghana versus Uruguay last night and Jaslyn was like so kanjiong. But she fell asleep after that, so we all packed up and slept till 11.



Her alarm rang from 9.30am to 11am. We just continued sleeping while Bad Girl and World behind my world continued playing when we are sleeping. Hahaha, seriously too tired already. Chiong FEM project and I think it's quite efficient this time round. Finished ilr and part of fem. Left with entre and that's about it. :D

Going off to tampines mall for the hokkaido fair since she's in tampines mall too! We skipped breakfast and lunch, lol. But I ate some biscuits.

We spammed photo like no one business and now waiting for it to load. As for letter, I shall write it tonight when I'm back. I'm throwing the roses already! :D

Time to bath!

Letter to someone who I don't talk to as much as I'd like to.

I closed my eyes and I was thinking who to write to for this letter. I wonder why it's you who appear in my mind. Do I wish to talk to you that badly yet I can't? Yes, I don't talk to you now. We are like a complete stranger now and I guess that is what you hoping for. I don't talk to you now but I always want to know how are you and stuffs like that. I don't know what am I thinking exactly but it's just that.

Well, I guess we are better to be to stranger. I'm gonna throw away the roses tomorrow because I think it's pointless to keep. So tomorrow, my table will be slightly spacious after throwing it away. Goodbye.

A mistake that I'll never forgive myself.

Goodnight.