When the world out there is changing, when the people are changing, when I realised I am changing and the changes we've made.

It was supposed to be a happy nice Sunday, but everything was ruined, totally. I'm sorry.



Watched The Last Exorcism with Benjamin this afternoon at century square and it was totally sucks. I don't even know the movie had started till Benjamin told me. Hahaha. Kind of expected the ending, so kinda disappointing. Went to his house to take the wine opener from him and took bus back home.


My ear piece spoilt when I took the bus so I thought of going to buy a new one myself. On the bus to inter, I called my parent to fetch me at inter since they are supposed to celebrate my birthday but suddenly they said dinner cancelled. I don't know how to describe the disappointment in me. Then, many things happened. :(


Met Benny for dinner instead and had mac at 201. Chatted and I walked home! Kevin called me on my way home and chatted with him. Had a great laugh and that idiot kept laughing at me. Told him my problems and sat at downstair continued chatted with him and enjoy the breeze. Phone going no batt so I went home.


Today supposed to be a happening day but it was kind of disappointing. School tomorrow and I must wear formal. Dinner with Benny tmr and I gonna wear that to have dinner w him. I miss Weekhim, like so many things wanna tell him! :(

Okay, I shall continue to post about last night since the photos had uploaded. So, they turned off the light and started singing bday song to me. I was really not expecting it at all, so I was kinda shocked. :)



After singing bday song, they asked me to blow the candles using one breathe, totally want my life man! They wanted me to use the tongue to take out the candle stand. Then the girls started putting the cream on my face! Hahaha.



After long, I managed to take it out. :D



Everything was packed up, the guys washed the plates and the guys were so nice to help me wash! :D Hehehe! Took photo with Anna! :)

After everything was well cleaned, we went to Anna's room to play some game that Idk what's that. Hahaha, drank and Anna's face was freaking red! Qiaofeng send us home! :D

Okay, really a great day spent!

Once in a year, happy birthday to me, I'm finally 19 now. Now, I'm so looking forward to 20 already, hehehe!

When the clock turned 12, Kenneth was the first one to msg me, followed by Jaslyn. Both of them sent a freaking long message to me and I was really happy. Slowly, more ppl started msging me and wishing me on fb. :) Kianloon called me, jiao me and wished me but actually, it was Ben who remembered it! Hahaha, I forgave him.

Rachel was the sweet one that she popped out outside my doorstep and surprised me w coffee club mango cake! :) I was really v happy and wasn't expecting at all. She gave me the prezzie and she went off. Omg, I love her! :)

Frankly, I was like smiling to the laptop for nearly 2 hours, my lip didn't touched each other at all. I was like so freaking happy getting wished by many ppl! :) The feeling was really damn shiok. The internet was giving hell so I went offline 'coz Jaslyn said meet her at 1230 this morning!

Woke up, prepared and this cute awesome zhiyu was so cute that he msged me, "we celebrating meiyan bday, wanna come later?". I was stunned and I don't know should I laugh or cry. When I was about to leave my house, Benjamin called me and said he saw my status and chatted w me. He still doesn't wanna wish me! :( Finished chatted w him and left house.

I put on my earpiece and blasted my music till vol 23. It was playing eenie meenie then. I said background was quite noisy and I though it was the eenie meenie background so I didn't care much. When I finished locking the door and I turned back, I was surprised! Jaslyn, Chuanhui and Caralyn were at my back singing happy birthday to me and I didn't hear it! So summarized, they were like singing to the cake. I was god damn happy and I found it freaking funny can! I couldn't stop laughing, seriously! Made three wishes and blew the candle. :)

They came into my house and rest and opened the present. The present was wrapped w my fav hello kitty and it was freaking big. So initially, I thought it was oven. Hahahaha! Opened the present and there are four hello kitty items! :) Took photos using polaroids and off to tm!

They spin me round and round. I was so giddy and when I opened my eyes, I was at Dint Tai Feng already! Omg, it was my first time dine in at DTF can! Hehehehe. Weilian and Karyaow were late and met them at Manpuku.

We slacked at Manpuku for one hour plus and off we went our own way.

Oh yeah, these are the things they gave me! :) Super sweet right!

When I think back at times, we are actually the girls clique only. But because of one semester at sentosa, things changed so fast then the guys clique joined us and we became one big clique. It was so cool, amazing and unbelievable. Well, thanks Zhiyu, Jason, Weilian and Karyaow! :D

Definitely not forgetting my lovely Jaslyn, sweetie Chuanhui, irritating Weiting, sweet Caralyn and lovable Thaijin!

They went their own way and I went to meet Kianloon! :) He accompanied me to ehub to get my pay and since it was quite early then, we decided to catch paranormal activities 2. It.was.freaking.boring.and.it.was.the.most.boring.movie.I.ever.watched.in.my.entire.life! I'm so sorry, Kianloon because I've wasted your time and you still treated me! Benjamin waited for me at ehub for freaking long and we cab to Anna's house!

Reached her house and had few bites of food. Coincidentally, Benny was downstair playing soccer and had a chat w him at the staircase. Went back and they surprised me w the cake! I shall elaborate 'bout the cake when Anna uploads the photos.

Benjamin looks like small kid after he cut his hair! :)



So, it was the first time I took photo w Benny and it was really so sudden that we will took.

Went back Anna's house and continued abit of food and started drinking martini w fruit punch. Played game and Qiaofeng send all of us home! :) Nice Thye Whye walked w me to my lift. Hehehe! It was a great birthday spend, definitely! :)

Thanks Jueying, Huishan, Anna, Kylie, Jasmine, Yiheng, Thye Whye, Qiaofeng, Junwei and Jeff! :D

Alright, my birthday is over and I'm freaking sad now! Still, I wish my wish will comes true!

My heart is pumping so fast so fast so fast now. My fingers are so pain so pain now. I'm using my flesh to type messages. I know I should try to be happy and take SSM as a learning experience but I can't. I am too scared already.

Accompanied Chuanhui to buy some stuffs before school today and had lunch with her.
THANKS RACHEL AND DENISE FOR TREATING ME DINNER AS MY ADVANCED B'DAY CELEBRATION. :D They gave me a list of restaurants to choose and I was really too full for dinner at that time. So, I chose Crystal Jade. Hehehe. On the way to CJ, I saw familiar faces and I went to take a look, it was indeed Yiheng and Thye Whye. I was freaking happy can 'coz damn long never see them already! :D Had dinner and we went to look for jobs around tampines mall. Bought a spag top at cotton on, hehe :D

Okay, it's really late and I should go and pack my stuffs for SSM. :(
BYE AND GOOD LUCK TO MY BELOVED FRIENDS! Let's enjoy tmr.

First day of school, from excited to shag.

Though ssm lecture at 5pm, but I still ended up super shag. Rushed to basic of nutrition lect at 6pm and was quite stunned deep inside 'coz I'm so not a good friend w vitamin, carbohydrate, proteins and stuffs. Good game to me, I'll work hard, some more there's Chuanhui with me! :)

Singtel ppl as well as the connection is really sucks. My internet is really having problem and they called and said there's nothing wrong with it. Worst still, singtel ppl allocated my appointment at 6pm, means 6pm right! The technician kept calling me around 1.30pm, saying that they are free already. But hello, no one at home right! They called again at 3pm and 4pm.

People had SSM today gave positive comment about it and I hope I will enjoy. Please pray that my red lipgloss can pass, if not I'll waste $18. I swear I never feel so sad to study before, it's not because of tiredness or what, but the money that I spend on SSM. It's totally a freak man.'

I am v affected by it when I got such a reply and it made me totally feel like giving it up. I know that this won't lead me anywhere but I don't know why am I keep on continuing this. It brings me pain at times. I guess I know what to do already, :)

It was a real real real bad day today, damn it.

People keep blocked my way, so no choice, I bang them off. Aunty just pissed me off, kns. Yihui accompanied me for interview at Raffles City. First time hate Bugis street so much and finding way out to bus stop. IT'S TOTALLY SUCKS.



Bought the ah ma court shoes at Covet and two tops. That's all. Hopefully I'll find a job asap.



Chatted with Jaslyn on the phone just now and shared so much problem! :) Like it's been so long since we had last chatted can. Now chatting with Kevin and he is freaking funny. We were like saying about different ways to woo people and the ideas. Like cool only sia! :) Okay, tomorrow school start and I'm awaiting.

I wanna make myself busy! :)

It's 5.20am now and I ain't asleep here! :)

Freaking zai, isn't it? I'm so hungry now that I can't sleep now. Was kinda bored at 3am so went to dad's shelf and took a dvd to watch. Watched shoot 'em up and it was freaking extremely nice! Thumb up! Junxiang told me that he was watching paranormal activity and it was scary and he was god damn funny sia. I think he freaks me out instead.

Okay, I think I need to sleep. I still need to wake up early to go and alter my blazers and go see ah ma shoes at Bata. Goodnight everyone! :D